i just dont know anymore

[checheschrist]

i talked to someone i havent talked to in a while...and now i feel like i shouldnt of even called. i feel so stupid.i feel really down.

i dont know. i want a new life.

if my mom didn't go fucking loco, i wouldn't be living here right now. and now im stuck.
i dont know what to do.

my mom will be missing for a year now, come june. it doesnt even feel that long.