argh

[cheburashka923]

I'm in the worst fn mood ever. tonite, my parents decided that they hate the way i am and wish i was really helen. my mom strictly said- i wish u werent my daughter, helen would be a perfect daughter. just in russian. i got pissed and sad. seems like everyone juss kinda doesnt like me- meh lifes going down the drain.
I got a haircut today- its short. i have emo bangs. i like it...so far...watch me not like it tomorow- my friends loved it at awards night tonight.
these are the things i wish i had:
higher sat scores
better grades- even though theyre pretty high up there
mother's fn love
money
car
brains
motivation
talent
argh........arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..................