Jul 28, 2004 14:35
theres nothing to fn do here. nothing. juss sit around and be bored in the hott fn sun. family vacation sux such tremendous cock. today im going 2 a cemetery to visit my grandpas grave- the grandpa that i have never met, or seen, or talked to. wat the fn fuk!?!?!?!?! i have nothing to do. i dont wanna read. i juss went shopping for like 4 hours, bought mad shit for madd cheap. and now i am here. bored out of my pants.
ok this gives me time to reflect, maybe ill write a book.
hmmm...ok friends. my friends are amazing. they have such huge loving hearrts and they care about me. as well as i care about them. im happy i have the friends i do. last week, before i left to this hot hell, we were falling apart quite rapidly but soon enough we were back on our feet which is so amazing cause it shows how much we truly give a flying fuck.
hmmm...ok eric. Eric is fn amazing, couldnt ask for a better boyfriend. hes everything i ever wanted in a man: he paints, hes smart, he has an amazing job, he has such fun friends, he likes me sooo much, he truly likes me for who i am and not juss for my looks, he makes me soo happy, i get giggles and butterflies everytime i see him, or talk to him, or even think of him.
hehehe
hehe
:)
hmmm...school. i hate school so much. i have read half of one of the boook for ap english next year. im sik of it. i hate it, i have to write papers for each of the books i read. it fn suc. i dont wanna do it. i have to take the SATs again is october, im gonna do bad i know me. i always do bad on tests. plus i have to start applying to colleges which sux evenm more. i juss want it all to be over.
argh
hmmm...family.no comment.
arghh...big, big arghhhh.
hmmmm...you. you must be extremely bored (such as i am) to be reading through this stupid entry. i am very sorry and i hope u have a fun time in pretty not so hot america. i hope ur friends call u and u have an amazig time tonight.
unlike myself where i will spend the rest of my time here drowning in my own self pity.