Things that make me go :) and :( at the same time.
I woke up this morning and nearly had a heart attack, because my parents had bought me a FUCKING IPOD FUCKING NANO as a birthday present. I've been walking around all day, randomly shouting FUCKING IPOD FUCKING NANO and flailing all day at nothing in particular. Happy birthday to me, indeed.
But just now I got a letter from my BFF, Jennie (jjsr), who is living in France at the moment. And while it's lovely to get a letter from her, and to read about everything she does (she got herself a brand new fucking laptop! We can chat! Woo!) I still miss her like I'm missing a limb. She's my best friend and I can't even speak to her on the phone. It sucks so fucking much, you can't even believe.
She's been an au pair for almost a year now, and she'll be back in the country in two months, and I fucking MISS HER. See, Jennie is an utterly, utterly amazing person, and she has that rare talent of actually listening to people when they speak. She's not a fangirl at all, really, but she'll let me babble for hours about this type of shit and what is more, she WANTS to know. Even though she herself isn't that overly invested in my fannish interests and such, she wants to know because she knows it's important to me. She can listen to me babble about my novel as well, and she's the first person I call for input on story ideas. She knows her shit, right?
And yeah, okay, she's a ditz and has her bad sides and her love problems are pretty epic, but she's the best girl I know. In short, I love the shit out of her.
Come hoooooome, Jen. I miss you!
But just now I got a letter from my BFF, Jennie (jjsr), who is living in France at the moment. And while it's lovely to get a letter from her, and to read about everything she does (she got herself a brand new fucking laptop! We can chat! Woo!) I still miss her like I'm missing a limb. She's my best friend and I can't even speak to her on the phone. It sucks so fucking much, you can't even believe.
She's been an au pair for almost a year now, and she'll be back in the country in two months, and I fucking MISS HER. See, Jennie is an utterly, utterly amazing person, and she has that rare talent of actually listening to people when they speak. She's not a fangirl at all, really, but she'll let me babble for hours about this type of shit and what is more, she WANTS to know. Even though she herself isn't that overly invested in my fannish interests and such, she wants to know because she knows it's important to me. She can listen to me babble about my novel as well, and she's the first person I call for input on story ideas. She knows her shit, right?
And yeah, okay, she's a ditz and has her bad sides and her love problems are pretty epic, but she's the best girl I know. In short, I love the shit out of her.
Come hoooooome, Jen. I miss you!