life
So yesterday was the last day of school and courtney leaving tom for vermont and she comes back on monday. soo yea i planned to cin her yesterday after practice and when she got out of the hospital. but then my parents said i had a shrink appointment at 8. i was upset at first and was still upset but before practice my mom calls me and tells me she reschedualed it so i was happy. soo i go to the appointment and when im done i first call luke and find out wat is happenin and he says he is at his house w. steph and to call the other ppl. so i call courtney and she says she is going to the movies. i say fine and get in the car. while in the car i get into a fight w/ my parents(mainly my mom) b/c they want to know where to drop me off and i tell them idk yet(knowin i have nowhere to go) so i go home and then at dinner my parents/mom yell at me b/c she says y did i bother makin an appointment earlier if u r just going to sit home and do nothin. i have no answer to that other than i got screwed over too mom. i have a feelin it is goin to be the same thing today but we will c.
now something else i am gettin really tired of my shrink it is a total oh lets name everything wrong w/ adam and whenever he tries to say anything he is givin attidude(sp) and dimissing wat we say. it is really gettin annoying. idk wat it is helpin but i have to keep going. and yesterday i didn't even get to talk to me about how i am soo afraid of lossin victor forever and how i am afraid i am not going to live up to my parents expectation and how im afraid after this report card i may not be able to c courtney. no we talked about how i screw up on math tet and how i can write essays. really helpful.
but other than that stuff list above i am the happiest person there is :-)