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so this weekend was alright. i decided to just chill and call into work on sunday. i wasn't feeling well and i'm still not feeling well these days. i can officiall say that this weekend was better than most. i got two letters from sammy, equaling to 30 pages, along with another one the next day about 10-15 (i think), and i got a call from him on sunday. so it was a great weekend i believe. though i'm sick still and my stomach is literally rejecting everything i eat. so thats never good. but i'm going to be quiting my job soon. i can't handle the stress of school and work. i just can't. so i'm going to settle for working for my mom, and cleaning the house again. i'll just save up that way. i can do that. work is shit anyway and with the holidays happening, i dont want to miss out. plus with sammy coming home, if i quit work i'll be able to go to leitchfield on weekends, at least some and what not. i'll be able to do so much more with out worrying. ya know? i'm burned out. i thought a job is what i needed but i was wrong. it only causes me to stress out and fail at school. so thats not going to work. i'm going to be putting in my two weeks notice in soon and after that, who knows where i'll end up. maybe i can work on my resume and that way when i move, i'll have a better chance at shit. i can't stay here forever and i certainly can't handle this school. i got to see jenni this weekend too. i miss her a lot and it was fantastic seeing her again. god halloween is coming steadily closer. i'm so happy. blarrghhh it needs to come faster. but still its only 1 1/2 more weeks. blah! i gotta finish sammy's letter! craaaaappp!!!