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school is going to hell... i'm sooooo stressed for time and need to stop procrastinating. accounting 3 is whipping my ass completely and i'm getting sick... literally. my body is like "FUCK YOU! feed me, take care of me!" i'm trying, but not hard enough apparently. i can't eat shit like i used to be. and because of that, my body is shutting down... maybe i need to drop some shit off my plate... i'm tired of school guys really i am... i can't take much more of it and i'm trying so desparately to find a job and its not working out very well. a long with the fact i wish i could drop outta school just for a while, but then means no insurance for my bp or for my smoking aid. i wanna crawl into a cave and die... i'm tired of just about everything. my best friend is leaving on friday...i'm tired of feeling alone... i know everyone has their own problems and thats why i need therapy.. so badly... i hear my bed calling me name... i wanna sleep for 10 years and then wake up to a changed place. but then again the world will only seep deeper to hell. eh least i have a seat saved for me