Not sure why, but I feel like if I start writing something will come out...
So, my life right now feel so weird. I have all kinds of fun, I thoroughly enjoy myself most of the time, but for some reason I can't manage to shake this feeling like I'm missing something. Perhaps it goes back to the same old getting laid thing, but somehow I feel that that isn't it. I think perhaps that I don't feel as though I understand people as much as I think I do. Particularly, I don't know where I stand with people like I used to. Ironically, I think this is because I no longer get the impression that people automatically hate me, as I used to in my more angsty years. Admittedly, back then I had more reason to believe that everyone hated me, as I was never treated very kindly by most. Man, How riddiculous is this...my problem is that for the first time in my life people are consistently treating me with respect and kindness, and I don't know how to deal with it. I'm an expert on the subtleties of the insult...when it's serious, when comical is covering up a real insult, when the insult is really a compliment in disguise (I had to master those, as Ali only gives compliments in that format :-P) Anyways, I don't really have a reason for mentioning this in an entry, except that writing it helped me figure this shit out. Don't get me wrong, realization of my problem in no way helps me solve it, but I don't think this is the kind of thing that can be "solved," per se, but I will begin to understand this kindness thing and thus widen my knowledge of human behavior, and knowledge is power.
"you are worst ninja ever!"
Degoro Ta Icky Nose Sama Sanjoro Ma Mushashi Tong
Ah, the birth of Baker ninja...how I remember it fondly. I prolly butchered the name...
A deep thought may always be accurately recognized by the wording akwardness contained within the boundaries of its punctuation, and also the uneccessary addition of superlous words marks the deepness of said thought.
Man, a deep thought about deep thought...I'm a frikkin genius. Goodnight everyone.
"you are worst ninja ever!"
Degoro Ta Icky Nose Sama Sanjoro Ma Mushashi Tong
Ah, the birth of Baker ninja...how I remember it fondly. I prolly butchered the name...
A deep thought may always be accurately recognized by the wording akwardness contained within the boundaries of its punctuation, and also the uneccessary addition of superlous words marks the deepness of said thought.
Man, a deep thought about deep thought...I'm a frikkin genius. Goodnight everyone.