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So its been about a bagillion years since i wrote in this but i guess its about time.
so today started out sucky and i was having crazy thoughts of dieing. My brothers is going to new york tomorrow. I wish i was going too but i need money so ill be working 24/7 until he gets back. then ill save my money for a car or something crazy like that. I really need to look for a day job so i can watch my brother and make some money on the side.
My puppy is back at the pet store probally dieing because we took her back 2 days ago. Im really sad and miss her. I liked having a dog because it made me feel like something wanted me to keep going... but i guess thats over. She had kennel cough for 6 weeks and she stopped eating. I wish i picked a better puppie. The other Pugles were twice her size when we took her back.
so i went shopping for christmas its fucking crazy it was 90 degrees and i was christmas shopping. but anyways the weather has been crazy. like yesterday it was 85 and today its 65.
anyways I really miss all my friends. I had this dream i never moved and I loved it because in my dreams i see and hear you guys its so real... but then i wake up and cry alot. hahah today i sat in my closet and cryed.
yesterday was our 2 month anniversary. but i fell asleep before he got home from work so we didnt really spend much time together. It sucked
bye
so today started out sucky and i was having crazy thoughts of dieing. My brothers is going to new york tomorrow. I wish i was going too but i need money so ill be working 24/7 until he gets back. then ill save my money for a car or something crazy like that. I really need to look for a day job so i can watch my brother and make some money on the side.
My puppy is back at the pet store probally dieing because we took her back 2 days ago. Im really sad and miss her. I liked having a dog because it made me feel like something wanted me to keep going... but i guess thats over. She had kennel cough for 6 weeks and she stopped eating. I wish i picked a better puppie. The other Pugles were twice her size when we took her back.
so i went shopping for christmas its fucking crazy it was 90 degrees and i was christmas shopping. but anyways the weather has been crazy. like yesterday it was 85 and today its 65.
anyways I really miss all my friends. I had this dream i never moved and I loved it because in my dreams i see and hear you guys its so real... but then i wake up and cry alot. hahah today i sat in my closet and cryed.
yesterday was our 2 month anniversary. but i fell asleep before he got home from work so we didnt really spend much time together. It sucked
bye