This is the worst way to do this. It's like a bad break up u wish u could make better but for some reason since I didn't do anything wrong I don't know why I'm the one commenting on this... I never thought this would happen again I thought u changed, that u learned from ur mistake the 1st time but i guess not. When we were in middle school we were inseprable and even though we had other friends we always found our way back to each other so when u started dating binh and u drifted i didn't think anything of it. I just thought 1st boyfriend in highschool new experience so go with it....and that's when it started... not only did u dis all of ur old friends who were always there for u... u dissed the most important ppl who through thick and thin stayed by u. so time went by and u and binh broke up and u came back and the new friends u had graduated, nobody thought twice about anything especially me. So this year as been so much fun even thought i lost most of my friends, who i thought were best friends... we became even closer. And then you started dating rudy... not that he's a bad guy cuz i love him to death and u guys truely are made to be with each other, u have everything in common and i love spending time with u guys.. and spending time with u, us as friends without the guys and all the drama. so friday night i had a few ppl over no one special just us hanging out for rudy's birthday u could say since we weren't gunna get to have his little boomers party. And of course the rents weren't home so we picked up a bottle mind u it was ur idea! but yeah u had maybe 1 1/2 shots which were tiny. and britt and i drank half the bottle, because you were supposed to drink with us. but u didn't... and i think the thing i was so mad about that night was the fact that u went into my computer room and watched a freakin movie with rudy not spending anytime with us drinking or not. u shut the door and shut us out... what was the point of that night... what was the point of you 2 being at my house... none really because u guys do that all the time and u could have done it at rudy's. so whatever...it was so rude!! and u left all ur stuff at my house not taking anything home.... SO u got in trouble on friday night because u went home late and ur mom didn't want u to go out... ok i understand.... britt and i were still gunna go to the club no matter what we just needed an id. but u called me in the mornin and told me that we could have ur id no problem and told me to call u later so i could pick it up.... so britt and i went shopping and did our thing to get ready.... u told me all day when i talked to u that i could have the id. and then at 9 o'clock at night as we're getting ready and made all of our plans.... we call u, and for some reason u told ur mom about how we needed the id... guilty conscious... i don't know... we wouldn't have gotten it taken away... that's not the point the fact u offered it and then at the last second it was gone... and i wasn't really pissed about that... i'm just really diappointed at the way u've dealt with this siutation... look at ur past journals.... how many times have u written this quote "i'm so happy ...... is my best friend" my name, britt, courtney, megan, who's name is it tomarrow..... ? we're all your best friends magda but it seems only when u need us... that's how it feels in my eyes....u really hurt me and if this was anyone else i wouldn't be doing this... but it's different with you. It's been 7 years and i never thought u would let another guy come between us or u would let something so stupid ruin out friendship. Magda there's nothing wrong with you as a person... u don't need to go one a diet, u don't need to act a certain way for ppl to like u... rudy loves u for who u r... and i love u as a best friend for who u r... when u r urself.... so just think about all of this.....
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