She wrote the words "I love you" & sprayed it with perfume.

[cheapshots]

So last night was a little crazy. The Pub was fun. There was no one there. I got drunk & forgot about all the issues I've been having with myself. Then we headed to the party. It was fun until the alcohol started wearing off & I realized how retarded I am. I wish I could vent to someone, to have a shoulder to cry on. I know everyone's offering so I don't know why I can't accept.

I feel like I'm about to disappoint everyone. I hate this feeling..