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I had an epiphany about 30 minutes ago.
That epiphany is:
I don't give a shit.
I'm tired of hiding my feelings and pretending like nothing's wrong and this doesn't hurt more than anything I've ever been through. I make abosolutely no apologies for the way I feel. If my feelings make you feel threatened, that is solely your problem. From now on, I'm an open book. I'm wearing my emotions on my sleeve. I'm done with stupid friends-only entries, except in the case of where I feel like they threaten someone else's privacy. Other than that... I've got nothing to hide.
I'm not superhuman. I love. I care. I try. I get my heart broken. I deal. I write to help myself deal. I see no need to pretend like I'm not feeling things I am just for the fear that people might take it wrong.
I'm tired of these stupid childish games, and pretending that I don't feel the way I do for your convenience. You're just going to have to learn to deal with my feelings the same way I have to learn how to deal with everything else.
From now on, I am an open wound... and I'll bleed however I see fit.
That epiphany is:
I don't give a shit.
I'm tired of hiding my feelings and pretending like nothing's wrong and this doesn't hurt more than anything I've ever been through. I make abosolutely no apologies for the way I feel. If my feelings make you feel threatened, that is solely your problem. From now on, I'm an open book. I'm wearing my emotions on my sleeve. I'm done with stupid friends-only entries, except in the case of where I feel like they threaten someone else's privacy. Other than that... I've got nothing to hide.
I'm not superhuman. I love. I care. I try. I get my heart broken. I deal. I write to help myself deal. I see no need to pretend like I'm not feeling things I am just for the fear that people might take it wrong.
I'm tired of these stupid childish games, and pretending that I don't feel the way I do for your convenience. You're just going to have to learn to deal with my feelings the same way I have to learn how to deal with everything else.
From now on, I am an open wound... and I'll bleed however I see fit.