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yeah havent writtien in here in a long time cause my stalker guy found my jounral lol and i was tired of reading his comments... but whos cares anymore.
ive been thinking lately.. its really weird but i really want a boyfriend. i think its just cause i want to know tha ill have that person there for me all the time and i can like talk to them and they acually listen to my problems and i know that they care about me... cause ive been thinking about my friends and its seems to me like they listen but dont really want to or make it look like they listen but are really just like blocking me out, and i think like if i had a boyfriend i would acually be alittle happier.. but what can yah do.
enough of that. i dont know what im doing this weekend. i was suppost to go to stacys on saturday but she said that might not be able to happen so im planless again lol. and halloween.. i have no idea what im doing, like if im going out trick or treating or not cause as of right now i dont have a costom or friends lol that i can go out with so if your my friend and wanna go let me know.
on a happier note.. IM GOING CAMPING NEXT WEDNESDAY!! i cant wait. its gonna be so much fun cause im gonna build a campfire. im never allowed to do that casue people always tell me im gonna burn myself, yeah there like a 120% chance i will but who the fuck cares lol cause im gonna build a campfire and you arent! but i really cant wait cause it means im gonna get away and just like chill and have fun the whole time. well im tired of writing so im done.. bye!
oh yeah.. i showed my mom my id picture and she was like wow arents you glad we didnt order them and i wasl like yah thanks i thought that it was a pretty good picture, but after all i am jsut ugly and pathetic so yeah... hey maybe thats the reason i sont have a boyfriend.. cause im so ugly?.. that could be my problem.
ive been thinking lately.. its really weird but i really want a boyfriend. i think its just cause i want to know tha ill have that person there for me all the time and i can like talk to them and they acually listen to my problems and i know that they care about me... cause ive been thinking about my friends and its seems to me like they listen but dont really want to or make it look like they listen but are really just like blocking me out, and i think like if i had a boyfriend i would acually be alittle happier.. but what can yah do.
enough of that. i dont know what im doing this weekend. i was suppost to go to stacys on saturday but she said that might not be able to happen so im planless again lol. and halloween.. i have no idea what im doing, like if im going out trick or treating or not cause as of right now i dont have a costom or friends lol that i can go out with so if your my friend and wanna go let me know.
on a happier note.. IM GOING CAMPING NEXT WEDNESDAY!! i cant wait. its gonna be so much fun cause im gonna build a campfire. im never allowed to do that casue people always tell me im gonna burn myself, yeah there like a 120% chance i will but who the fuck cares lol cause im gonna build a campfire and you arent! but i really cant wait cause it means im gonna get away and just like chill and have fun the whole time. well im tired of writing so im done.. bye!
oh yeah.. i showed my mom my id picture and she was like wow arents you glad we didnt order them and i wasl like yah thanks i thought that it was a pretty good picture, but after all i am jsut ugly and pathetic so yeah... hey maybe thats the reason i sont have a boyfriend.. cause im so ugly?.. that could be my problem.