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If I don't see or talk to Ronny, I'm fine. So, I've been resisting the very strong urge to call him, and I'm doing my best not to think about him. Seeing him at the mall was awful. He could have said hi. Or smiled or something. Instead of just rolling his eyes and looking in the opposite direction. Um, you're the asshole in our situation, remember? What the hell did I do wrong? Nothinggggg. Oh well. I'm better off without him.
I guess.
Anyways. Winter break has been pretty uneventful. I've been working alot. New Years was alright for a while. At least I was with Manz at midnight. That's good enough for me.
I almost got kicked out of my house. My mom kept trying to pack my stuff. But she's crazy. I really think she was just on her period. When you're PMSing is so bad, that you try to kick your daughter out of your house....you MIGHT have a problem. Whateverrr.
I seriously don't let anything bother me anymore. Usually, everything bothers me. It's not even like I'm all numb and depressed. It's just that I don't care. At all.
I'm on academic probation at URI. I failed French. My other grades were like a C, C+, B-, and an A. I think. I don't know. I'm just gonna retake the French class and get the F out of my GPA calculation. Cause I'm at like...a 1.9. And even I know, that I'm better than that.
I honestly miss URI. So much. I miss Danielle.
And I never thought that I would miss school. At all. But this semester. Is going to be fucking amazing. I know it is. And I can't wait.
Well, because of Ronny, I figured that I wouldn't really think about another boy for a while. But. When I kiss anyone, even when I kissed Ronny towards the end, I think of the same person. And it's really really not good. It just can't happen. And I don't like this. One bit. And I really. Just want it to stop. Seriously, this is a problem.
I guess.
Anyways. Winter break has been pretty uneventful. I've been working alot. New Years was alright for a while. At least I was with Manz at midnight. That's good enough for me.
I almost got kicked out of my house. My mom kept trying to pack my stuff. But she's crazy. I really think she was just on her period. When you're PMSing is so bad, that you try to kick your daughter out of your house....you MIGHT have a problem. Whateverrr.
I seriously don't let anything bother me anymore. Usually, everything bothers me. It's not even like I'm all numb and depressed. It's just that I don't care. At all.
I'm on academic probation at URI. I failed French. My other grades were like a C, C+, B-, and an A. I think. I don't know. I'm just gonna retake the French class and get the F out of my GPA calculation. Cause I'm at like...a 1.9. And even I know, that I'm better than that.
I honestly miss URI. So much. I miss Danielle.
And I never thought that I would miss school. At all. But this semester. Is going to be fucking amazing. I know it is. And I can't wait.
Well, because of Ronny, I figured that I wouldn't really think about another boy for a while. But. When I kiss anyone, even when I kissed Ronny towards the end, I think of the same person. And it's really really not good. It just can't happen. And I don't like this. One bit. And I really. Just want it to stop. Seriously, this is a problem.