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[cheap_balls]

I hate watching this happen right before my eyes.
I love him so much.
I don't know what I will do without him.
I hate seeing the only invincible person in my life show weakness.
And pretty much fade away.
I have no idea how to deal with this.
I have no idea how to talk to him.
I feel as though if I just ignore it, it will go away.
Fuck, this feeling sucks.
I hate it.