mark i havent talked to you, seen you, or even talked shit on you in like forever and a year...i know we havent seen eye to eye on a lot of things for awhile..and we went our seperate ways...but those things happen..all the time..i know you probably dont hang out with people that you did 3-5 years ago...
i just dont see why past beef is being brought up? for a second there i thought we could just be cool and ignore eachother...whatever is you want me to apologize for or to accept i will if it just means that this stuff in the scene can stop.
i dont want to argue with you anymore...nothing ever gets accomplished, shit gets worse..and people who dont want to be a part of things get involved
so take it how you want...you can still hate me..and still tell everyone about how much you hate me..and my bandmates..and my music...youre entitled to that...but i just want you to know that ive matured...and im trying to be a better person these days...and with us still being friends with a lot of the same people i realize that all it does is cause awkward moments..and some to even choose sides...and for what? nothing...some day were all going to have real careers and families and mortgages...and then scenes and crews and shows and genres of music are going to be the last things on our mind..and the last things that will matter to us..and i know i will look back and think of how dumb it was some of the things that went down..between FRIENDS..and how they could have all been prevented.
i know that 50% of all this shit im responsible for..so right now im just trying to be the 'familyman' i know ill someday be..and do the right thing.
Nah, you're not even part of this. I only said yours and Darron's name because I didn't want to sit and point out Chris and Isaac directly. But halfway through the rant, I realized "Ehhh...who cares?" And didn't bother to change anything about earlier statements or structures. So just consider yourself excluded.
And yeah, we know SOME(not a lot) of the same people. And if for some strange reason you and I are somehow factored into the same equation at sometime. I will exclude myself from it.
i just dont see why past beef is being brought up? for a second there i thought we could just be cool and ignore eachother...whatever is you want me to apologize for or to accept i will if it just means that this stuff in the scene can stop.
i dont want to argue with you anymore...nothing ever gets accomplished, shit gets worse..and people who dont want to be a part of things get involved
so take it how you want...you can still hate me..and still tell everyone about how much you hate me..and my bandmates..and my music...youre entitled to that...but i just want you to know that ive matured...and im trying to be a better person these days...and with us still being friends with a lot of the same people i realize that all it does is cause awkward moments..and some to even choose sides...and for what? nothing...some day were all going to have real careers and families and mortgages...and then scenes and crews and shows and genres of music are going to be the last things on our mind..and the last things that will matter to us..and i know i will look back and think of how dumb it was some of the things that went down..between FRIENDS..and how they could have all been prevented.
i know that 50% of all this shit im responsible for..so right now im just trying to be the 'familyman' i know ill someday be..and do the right thing.
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And yeah, we know SOME(not a lot) of the same people. And if for some strange reason you and I are somehow factored into the same equation at sometime. I will exclude myself from it.
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