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Can't sleep. What do I do? Yeah, I guess I'll update. I guess I'm going through a quarter life crisis. Only, it's not really a crisis. I'm just doing all the weird shit that people do in life crises. I'm leaving Tulane for the semester. Moving to Lafayette, going to UL. Tulane's great, I just needed a change. I also applied to Target, because I've always wanted to be a cashier.
I'm at the point in my life right now, where I"m really learning what being an adult means. I have choices in my life. I can DO whatever the fuck I want to. I can drive to a new city and start my life over if I want to. (My mom did beg me not to though.) In high school, I looked forward to the future, to change, knowing that I didn't have any choices at that moment in time. But right now in my life I have an infinite number of choices. I'm not obligated to do anything at all. There are so many random things that I want to do and try. Many that I've thought about for years. And it finally hit me, that if I don't do them now, they'll never get done. Here's a partial list:
-Work at a large store as a cashier
-Work a drive through (probably will be Cane's)
-Work at a clothing store (probably going to end up being A&F)
-Use my body to make money or tips (shotgirl, bartender, daiquiri girl, waitress)
I really enjoy working.
After a semester at UL, I'll either go back to Tulane or transfer somewhere else that has a good Theta chapter.
It took me 20 years to figure out that I'm one of those people who gets bored with my life easily and likes to make frequent changes, such as changing jobs or cities.
I really enjoy being random and weird and original. It's me. This fucking far in my life and I'm finally figuring out who I am. And goddamn, I like myself. I guess I had a few changes to make first. I'm really glad that I moved to New Orleans for a while. I feel like I'm finally becoming the person I'm supposed to be, and shedding that person that used to hide the real me.
That's all for now.
I'm at the point in my life right now, where I"m really learning what being an adult means. I have choices in my life. I can DO whatever the fuck I want to. I can drive to a new city and start my life over if I want to. (My mom did beg me not to though.) In high school, I looked forward to the future, to change, knowing that I didn't have any choices at that moment in time. But right now in my life I have an infinite number of choices. I'm not obligated to do anything at all. There are so many random things that I want to do and try. Many that I've thought about for years. And it finally hit me, that if I don't do them now, they'll never get done. Here's a partial list:
-Work at a large store as a cashier
-Work a drive through (probably will be Cane's)
-Work at a clothing store (probably going to end up being A&F)
-Use my body to make money or tips (shotgirl, bartender, daiquiri girl, waitress)
I really enjoy working.
After a semester at UL, I'll either go back to Tulane or transfer somewhere else that has a good Theta chapter.
It took me 20 years to figure out that I'm one of those people who gets bored with my life easily and likes to make frequent changes, such as changing jobs or cities.
I really enjoy being random and weird and original. It's me. This fucking far in my life and I'm finally figuring out who I am. And goddamn, I like myself. I guess I had a few changes to make first. I'm really glad that I moved to New Orleans for a while. I feel like I'm finally becoming the person I'm supposed to be, and shedding that person that used to hide the real me.
That's all for now.