May 06, 2005 08:50
ey yea. Ive been really down lately, I dont know why, theres nothing wrong, I love my life, I love Christian, and I love my friends, but I still feel down, I think I need to get out of town for a while, but my mom wont take me anywhere. Im going to have an emotional breakdown if I dont get out of here soon. I just need a few days away from this town, I need warmth, and I need to be well, and I need to shop and forget all these things that trouble my mind. And maybe I need to be cared about a little bit more by my mom, maybe if she'd listen to me, or if she acted civil to me, maybe then I'd be a bit happier. I dont know, I just need to cheer up.