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I'm sick again. Probably with just a cold/allergies. I've been coughing most of the day, and Samantha finally had to go out and get some over-the-counter medicine for me. God only knows if it will progress to something worse. Knowing my totally shot immune system, it probably will in time. I hope it holds off until November.. =\
I promised Samantha I'd spend the day with her today, instead of practically living at Mike's studio writing. We slept in, then took Draven outside for a while, went out for lunch, kinda-sorta went shopping, then came home and we tried to make dinner but we really just played around.. in a totally non-sexual way. [We were throwing carrots at the dogs.] After dinner we watched a movie, which actually just ended. It was a total chick-flick but I told her she could choose, and the movie was kind of interesting.
I know you all wanted to know about my day. =P
Angela is pretty much out of our lives. I have to say, I'm kind of glad she's gone. I mean yea, I'll probably talk to her once a week, but it will be as friends, not as shrink and patient. It feels as though I've had a burden lifted off my back. I'll have more time for the people who really matter. And I'm getting so much better, mentally, from what I've heard. My doctor said I have no need for any sort of shrink anymore. I filled out an annual "check" the other day about how I'm doing on all the issues, and they calculated the results, and said I'm pretty much cured. I don't need any medication anymore, except the stuff for my Acid Reflux, and from what they can tell the only thing that does bother me is memories. That's understandable, right?
We had to push back the date for From The Inside again. We aren't quite finished working out all the details. For those of you who are buying/ordering it, look for it around mid-November.
It's really weird being totally clean. Chester bennington has never been completely clean. By clean, I mean no smoking, no drinking (unless it's a special occasion), and no drugs. Brad says it's almost like I'm a new person. Everyone says I act more friendly, and they say I'm more socialable. Go figure. Medication can't fix me, but being clean can. 0_o
If I was in Arizona right now, I would so be at that debate thing. But it'll be coming on TV soon, so that's where I'll be for the rest of the night.
Fascinating. A somewhat long, interesting, informative, and non-pointless entry. GASP. =O
I promised Samantha I'd spend the day with her today, instead of practically living at Mike's studio writing. We slept in, then took Draven outside for a while, went out for lunch, kinda-sorta went shopping, then came home and we tried to make dinner but we really just played around.. in a totally non-sexual way. [We were throwing carrots at the dogs.] After dinner we watched a movie, which actually just ended. It was a total chick-flick but I told her she could choose, and the movie was kind of interesting.
I know you all wanted to know about my day. =P
Angela is pretty much out of our lives. I have to say, I'm kind of glad she's gone. I mean yea, I'll probably talk to her once a week, but it will be as friends, not as shrink and patient. It feels as though I've had a burden lifted off my back. I'll have more time for the people who really matter. And I'm getting so much better, mentally, from what I've heard. My doctor said I have no need for any sort of shrink anymore. I filled out an annual "check" the other day about how I'm doing on all the issues, and they calculated the results, and said I'm pretty much cured. I don't need any medication anymore, except the stuff for my Acid Reflux, and from what they can tell the only thing that does bother me is memories. That's understandable, right?
We had to push back the date for From The Inside again. We aren't quite finished working out all the details. For those of you who are buying/ordering it, look for it around mid-November.
It's really weird being totally clean. Chester bennington has never been completely clean. By clean, I mean no smoking, no drinking (unless it's a special occasion), and no drugs. Brad says it's almost like I'm a new person. Everyone says I act more friendly, and they say I'm more socialable. Go figure. Medication can't fix me, but being clean can. 0_o
If I was in Arizona right now, I would so be at that debate thing. But it'll be coming on TV soon, so that's where I'll be for the rest of the night.
Fascinating. A somewhat long, interesting, informative, and non-pointless entry. GASP. =O