What to do - Part 10
Hey my lovely LJ S&S fans out there...
I really hope that you all out there can forgive me for my lack of updates :(
I am very sorry.. i promised myself i've update like at least 3 times a week and well..
life got in the way.. and i haven't been home much lately therefore no laptop :/ .. but you lovely people don't want to hear about that..
if you are still interested here is part 10 (ahh double figures all ready) of what to do..
If you're still out there give it a read, drop me a comment and let me know what i am doing right or wrong here!!
any way i will stop rabbiting on now and let you read i hope you like it
xx
p.s (It is a long update because it was going to be two parts but once i started i couldn't stop, i hope that helps in some way to forgiveness :D)
Thanks LJ Family :)
Tile: What to do (Part 10)
Description: Will sian ever find the right time for that first kiss? Will sophie do it instead? Will they talk about them being together?.. Read and find out
Rating: I wouldn’t read it kiddies some foreplay
(Sophie’s POV)
Her hands on my cheek and she’s pulling me closer I can see it in her eyes and I’m sure she can see it in mine, this just isn’t the right time, with my mum and dad coming home drunk, the moments been ruined one to many times tonight, the look in her eye is almost apologetic because she hasn’t kissed me yet, she looks so cute so innocent, so beautiful, I keep looking between those mesmerising eyes and her lips, I do want to kiss her, but I know that now is right and if I did, then I know that Rosie would just walk in and ruin it again, I want our first kiss to be perfect, I want this to start out right, as I indeed for it to go on. Perfectly. And how can it not with Sian have you seen her.. She’s the most beautiful girl in the world, and she’s min-.
WAIT!! I cut off my own train of forts I haven’t asked her, she hasn’t asked me.. Yes we love each other, but common we all know that in the real world, even full blow love doesn’t mean a relationship, not until one of you says that it is. Love doesn’t mean a relationship!!
Argh I hate it when I let my mind run away from me.
Were still looking at each other, I’m still switching between her eyes and her lips, should I just do it and get it over with.. No don’t ruin this moment Soph she clearly want’s it to be special and the isn’t just for you, but for her as well.. With that fort I placed my hand over hers that was cupping my cheek, I lighly girped it in my own hand and very slightly moved it away so that I could turn my face and plant a soft my lingering kiss on the palm of my hand.
Sophie: “Shall we get to bed?”
Sian: “Please it’s been a long day”
We both pushed our selves of the sofa and made our way upstairs, Sian was in front of me, and I couldn’t stop myself from having a cheeky perv at her on the way up, I’d always done it before only this time I felt like if I was caught it wouldn’t really matter, this fort brought a light lopsided grin to my face as we continued to walk, just as we got to the top on the stair we both paused at the same time, and she turned to face me as we both herd the noise and looked at each other with raised eyebrows.
S & S “ROSHIE!!”
We both giggled the sound was my phone that had just received a text.
Sophie: “Dirtty mare”
I took my phone out of my pocket and read the text.
Rosie: Oh erm, hiyaa babess, judt wanyed U’s to Noo, I wopnt be back tonight. Bigfgf kidasadssss. X
I moved the phone round to Sian and passed it over so that she could see, we both giggle and then shushed each other remembering that my parents where in bed. We made our way to my room, to me this was natural anyway, as we had always shared abed from being so close but Sian seemed nervous for some reason tonight I couldn’t put my finger on it, I took of my jacket and when over to my PJ draw, I have to pairs of bottoms in the and one top.. It’s washing day tomorrow, what am I to do ay I chuckled to myself.
Sian: “Babe, I’ve got no PJ’s or anything tbh, I kinda just ran here after you know.. Thee erm.. Text”
We made our way into my room as we entered I flicked on the light and place my Ipod in the doc and put on the ‘sleep’ play list, at a very low volume, but loud enough to be herd in the background… we both loved listening to this as we slept it was some of our favourite relaxing songs, and every now and then we would add some new song that one of us found and make the other listen to it while we were in bed. I loved those moments we share I had done it this we, but this was far from on my mind atm, I wanted my bed it was calling me, Sian was right it had been a very long day.. Night even more so, I just wanted to rest now, we could attack all the issues tomorrow, now was the time to be friends for a little while, as much as I hated it, I wanted her to be comfortable and I didn’t want to make this whole situation any harder than it already was.
She was fidgeting it was weird I dint like it, she was cowardly standing by the door running her palm along the back of her neck, while the other hand was tightly packed into her pocket. I wanted to ease her, usually she’d just go digging away in my draw and take it out and put it on.
Sophie: “well you know where the draw is shit-face help yourself”
I pointed at the draw as I said it and she smiled and let her arms drop to her side, wow that smile. I sat down on the bed and started getting changed, and the air around us felt a lot more relaxed as she went into the draw to dig herself out some close, I pulled my top over my head and it made me remember.
Sophie: “Oh and if ya want a top just grab a baggy Tee out of the wardrobe babe”
My choice of words didn’t escape me and I felt the impact in my mind as I climbed into the bed, usually she would sleep in just a vest or her bra anyway because of how close we were.. But tonight I don’t want to step on her toes I mean Christ were not even officially together yet. Yet there I go again assuming, I curse my self in my brain and I lay on my back and stare up and the ceiling I take in a deep breath and close my eyes..
Sophie “And the light missy, it’s your turn and you are last up”
As I said it I herd her click it off and climb in the bed next to be, she laid on her right side facing me and flung her arm over me, any this was nothing new it happened every weekend.
Sian “Soph”
That sweet voice just hearing her say my name I smiled and turn over on to my left side so that I was now facing her.
Sophie “Yes babe?”
Sian: “I really like this song”
I could see her smiling from the glow of the ipod and ipod doc, it was our little comfort light. I loved it, besides it meant that I was still able to see her in the dark night, I could still always she her.. And that smile, did I mention that I love it, the way that her lips curl up, something so simple made me feel, well complete. I loved it.
Sophie “It’s called, The blues, Mary by Brian Fallon.. Love the chorus”.. I smiled at her as I knew it was coming up “It’s just the, Mary the blues, swilling around my head like your dreams in Dorothy's
shoes, I’m somewhere over the rainbow for you”
I giggled after I sang it as she did with me.. I loved these moments that we shared, even if it meant nothing to anybody else to me it meant so much. Knowing that I had made her laugh like that filled me with such joy and pride.
Sian: “Spoh…”
She grabbed onto my body a little tighter, she didn’t move me closer I think she just wanted contact with me.. She found my hand and entwined them, she started to play with my fingers, she only ever did this when something was bothering her I wanted to know what it was, but I didn’t want to rush her, I knew that she would tell me when she felt comfortable enough to.. But I wanted to know, what could be getting to her?
Sian: “Soph… I… I just”
She was riding this difficult she sounded like a child, you know like when they want to let someone that they did something back but that had that really nervous pit in the bottom of the stomach so they kept it to themselves.
Sian: “I just wana know.. Can we.. Erm.. Can we try this me and you, like for real, like.. Arghh I’m a nob-”
I cut her off straight away
Sophie: “Powers!” and I swiped her arm playfully over the covers “you are far from it, give urself a break this isn’t the easiest thing to ask and ye-”
This time she cut me off
Sian: “No, I’m going to do it right”
Sophie: “Okay”
Sian: ”Sophie Webster, you are beautiful..” she brought her hand up to my face and hand stroked my cheek with her thumb, she giggled slightly, her features softened as she continued “.. And not only are you my best friend, but I am madly in love with you, wouldn’t you please be my girlfriend”
She giggled I think it was because she was nervous and because she wasn’t particularly sure how I would react and maybe even a little bit surprised at the little proposal she just gave me, but I wasn’t gunna wait around I wanted her to be MY girl, My Sian, My best friend and My Girlfriend all at the same time.
Sophie: “Yes”
We both smiled at each other widely, this was everything we had both been waiting for, and although it could have gone smoother this was the perfect way for us to get together, I was never expecting her to feel the same way, and now I’m slowly going to get everything that I have been dreaming of between us.
Sian: “Come ‘ere”
She whispered as she signalled for me to lift my head she place her right arm underneath me and wrapped her left arm around me, and I felt myself be pulled into her, my arms one wrapped around her dawring circles on her back and the other wrapped half around me that she captured in her hand so that we were touching in everyway possible, she pulled me further into her and and I lay my head beneath hers, she rest her chin on the top of my head I realise now that she isn’t wearing a top which makes us feel so much closer, I snuggle into her and my lips lay on her chest, just resting there and I can feel her heart beat against them, I have never felt so close to someone in my whole life. Right here wrapped in her arms, feeling her heart beat against my lips, taking in her sent with my every breath, feeling her squeeze me tighter in her arms slightly every now and then, breathing in sync with the woman I love, the woman who is mine. I feel like nothing can get me. Yet so vulnerable knowing that she has the opportunity now to hurt me more than anyone else ever could. But trusting that she wouldn’t
What to do when you don’t want them to let go because you feel so safe.
(Sian’s POV)
I feel her lips against my chest against my heart the speed increases of beat rapidly, she’s so close to me right now that I never want to let her go, I don’t to let anything get to her, I want to hold her here like this forever, I want this to be how I spend my days, she must stay like this forever, this is perfect. The perfect moment nothing can ruin this, this can only get better surely?! I can, I know it can, this is perfect this will be perfect, the lady laying in my arms is MY perfect women and this will be the moment.
Sian: “I love you Soph”
I gently kiss her forehead I just wanted to feel her close, so close that she cant let go, I want to keep her close to me always. I felt her smile against my chest where her lips lay, she moved her lips from contact ever so slightly.
Sophie: “I love you to Sian”
I felt her quickly put her lips back and then she pecked my chest and lay them to rest there again. I moved the top half of my body back slightly our legs still entwined I took my left hand from off her back and I made eye contact with her. This was defiantly perfect! I placed my index finger under her chin and raised it slightly as I came down to her level, this was the time it was going to happen.. And it will be perfect..!
I leaned closer into her, her eyes closed and lips slightly parted, I parted mine a little and closed my eyes as I demolished what was left of the gap between us, the kiss wasn’t long, it wasn’t filled with desire no, it was filled with love, a love that had been burning for a good few years for both of us, it was filled with passion, a passion that we felt for each other and us together finally, it was filled with delighted of finally being about to do something that we had both longed for so desperately. The kiss was slow our lips moved in sync with each others, I moved my hand to the side of her neck, as we both parted from the kiss, our first kiss that was filled with everything we had both hidden from each other for so long, we leant our foreheads together and smiled at one another, I think that this was and will always remain thee perfect first kiss, I closed my eyes and inhaled her sent as I fort her about her lips.
So soft so smooth so.. Perfect.. And how perfectly out lips actually fit together, as with our bodies that still lay entwined with one another, and I took her hand and mimicked our bodies with them, I brushed my thumb back and forth over her hand as I lay there with MY perfect girl after our perfect first kiss, I am so happy right now that words actually cant explain.
Sophie: “Wow”
I smiled at her reaction I loved it.
Sian: “Yeah wow!”
Sophie: “That kiss was”
Sian: “Perfect”
I hummed at her, she seemed to agree, she moved our hands upto her moth and kissed the back of mine.
Sian: “For my perfect girl”
I said and then I leant in and kissed her forehead again, I cant believe how actually lucky I am.
Sophie: “We need to do that more often”
She had a cheeky look in her eye, but I didn’t care I agreed and I saw her starting to move back in as we both grinned into the kiss, I felt her smooth lips against mine and it sent shivers down my body, I was so happy that Sophie was the girl that I was laying here kissing, I couldn’t believe it.
The kiss got deeper as Sophie’s tongue begged for entrance with I granted immediately, I wanted this to be where it went but I didn’t want to rush her, but after the evening that we had have and how much pent up frustration there was between us a good make out session was exactly what we needed, I heard her slightly moan into the kiss as our tongues battled one another for dominance, she wasn’t giving up, I felt her hand slide down my body and she seemed hesitant and stop her hand at my hip at the same time as the kiss.
Sian: “Hey was wrong.. Did I-”
She cut me off before I could finish my sentence.
Sophie: “No! it’s me.. It was me, I shouldn’t push”
She had move her hand and cupped my face gaining eye contact looking worried
Sian: “you’re not”
I wanted to reassure her, I was the one who was worried about pushing her too far with a all guns blazing make out session but she was ready and so was eye, both of our fares void now. And before I new it we were again in another heated lip lock. I felt her hand move back down my body only this time it didn’t stop at my hip she moved her hands around my body and pulled me closer into her, I felt my leg push into her centre with which was rewarded with a moan. I was worried that I had gone to far even tho it was accidentally, but I was pleasantly surprise when she started to rock her hips into my thigh, she whimpered quietly as she was enjoying the sensation and I dared to take it a little step further and I moved my leg in sync with her rocking hips to create more pressure I could tell that she enjoyed it because her moans got loader every time. I ran my hand down the side of her body slowly and grabbed onto her hips turning her onto her back my thigh still between her leg, her still racking her body into my leg, I fort I would step it up one more time to see if she enjoyed it and I place my hands under her bottom, this time as I moved my thigh into her I grabbed her and pulled her into me with more force I know that she licked it from her reaction
Sophie “mmmm Sian”
She said as she griped the sheets with one hand and my back with the other , this couldn’t get more perfect, I was giving her pleasure and I hadn’t really touched her yet, after a little longer of this I slipped my body in hers laying down on her, she seemed a little disappointed that the sensation I was giving her was stopped but began kissing her again with more passion, and as I put my toung in her mouth I rocked my centre into her, putting as much pressure onto her as I possible could, she moan with delight and scratched my back as I continued my movements and she joined in to apply more pressure a moan escaped my mouth.
Sophie: “You are so gorgeous”
She whispered out in between the moans and the kisses, I loved the affect I was having on her, and as much as I wanted to carry this is on, I needed to know, did she want this so soon. I pause all actions for a short moment and look deep into her eyes, taking in everything that had happened this evening especially the last half hour. I didn’t want to lose this moment but I didn’t want to rush her, I respect her and love her far too much.
Sian: “Are you sure soph, we have all of our lives to do this, I don’t want to rush this or you, I love you”
What to do when you want to make love to your beautiful girlfriend, but want to make sure she’s ready too? I hope I haven’t ruined the moment :/
I really hope that you all out there can forgive me for my lack of updates :(
I am very sorry.. i promised myself i've update like at least 3 times a week and well..
life got in the way.. and i haven't been home much lately therefore no laptop :/ .. but you lovely people don't want to hear about that..
if you are still interested here is part 10 (ahh double figures all ready) of what to do..
If you're still out there give it a read, drop me a comment and let me know what i am doing right or wrong here!!
any way i will stop rabbiting on now and let you read i hope you like it
xx
p.s (It is a long update because it was going to be two parts but once i started i couldn't stop, i hope that helps in some way to forgiveness :D)
Thanks LJ Family :)
Tile: What to do (Part 10)
Description: Will sian ever find the right time for that first kiss? Will sophie do it instead? Will they talk about them being together?.. Read and find out
Rating: I wouldn’t read it kiddies some foreplay
(Sophie’s POV)
Her hands on my cheek and she’s pulling me closer I can see it in her eyes and I’m sure she can see it in mine, this just isn’t the right time, with my mum and dad coming home drunk, the moments been ruined one to many times tonight, the look in her eye is almost apologetic because she hasn’t kissed me yet, she looks so cute so innocent, so beautiful, I keep looking between those mesmerising eyes and her lips, I do want to kiss her, but I know that now is right and if I did, then I know that Rosie would just walk in and ruin it again, I want our first kiss to be perfect, I want this to start out right, as I indeed for it to go on. Perfectly. And how can it not with Sian have you seen her.. She’s the most beautiful girl in the world, and she’s min-.
WAIT!! I cut off my own train of forts I haven’t asked her, she hasn’t asked me.. Yes we love each other, but common we all know that in the real world, even full blow love doesn’t mean a relationship, not until one of you says that it is. Love doesn’t mean a relationship!!
Argh I hate it when I let my mind run away from me.
Were still looking at each other, I’m still switching between her eyes and her lips, should I just do it and get it over with.. No don’t ruin this moment Soph she clearly want’s it to be special and the isn’t just for you, but for her as well.. With that fort I placed my hand over hers that was cupping my cheek, I lighly girped it in my own hand and very slightly moved it away so that I could turn my face and plant a soft my lingering kiss on the palm of my hand.
Sophie: “Shall we get to bed?”
Sian: “Please it’s been a long day”
We both pushed our selves of the sofa and made our way upstairs, Sian was in front of me, and I couldn’t stop myself from having a cheeky perv at her on the way up, I’d always done it before only this time I felt like if I was caught it wouldn’t really matter, this fort brought a light lopsided grin to my face as we continued to walk, just as we got to the top on the stair we both paused at the same time, and she turned to face me as we both herd the noise and looked at each other with raised eyebrows.
S & S “ROSHIE!!”
We both giggled the sound was my phone that had just received a text.
Sophie: “Dirtty mare”
I took my phone out of my pocket and read the text.
Rosie: Oh erm, hiyaa babess, judt wanyed U’s to Noo, I wopnt be back tonight. Bigfgf kidasadssss. X
I moved the phone round to Sian and passed it over so that she could see, we both giggle and then shushed each other remembering that my parents where in bed. We made our way to my room, to me this was natural anyway, as we had always shared abed from being so close but Sian seemed nervous for some reason tonight I couldn’t put my finger on it, I took of my jacket and when over to my PJ draw, I have to pairs of bottoms in the and one top.. It’s washing day tomorrow, what am I to do ay I chuckled to myself.
Sian: “Babe, I’ve got no PJ’s or anything tbh, I kinda just ran here after you know.. Thee erm.. Text”
We made our way into my room as we entered I flicked on the light and place my Ipod in the doc and put on the ‘sleep’ play list, at a very low volume, but loud enough to be herd in the background… we both loved listening to this as we slept it was some of our favourite relaxing songs, and every now and then we would add some new song that one of us found and make the other listen to it while we were in bed. I loved those moments we share I had done it this we, but this was far from on my mind atm, I wanted my bed it was calling me, Sian was right it had been a very long day.. Night even more so, I just wanted to rest now, we could attack all the issues tomorrow, now was the time to be friends for a little while, as much as I hated it, I wanted her to be comfortable and I didn’t want to make this whole situation any harder than it already was.
She was fidgeting it was weird I dint like it, she was cowardly standing by the door running her palm along the back of her neck, while the other hand was tightly packed into her pocket. I wanted to ease her, usually she’d just go digging away in my draw and take it out and put it on.
Sophie: “well you know where the draw is shit-face help yourself”
I pointed at the draw as I said it and she smiled and let her arms drop to her side, wow that smile. I sat down on the bed and started getting changed, and the air around us felt a lot more relaxed as she went into the draw to dig herself out some close, I pulled my top over my head and it made me remember.
Sophie: “Oh and if ya want a top just grab a baggy Tee out of the wardrobe babe”
My choice of words didn’t escape me and I felt the impact in my mind as I climbed into the bed, usually she would sleep in just a vest or her bra anyway because of how close we were.. But tonight I don’t want to step on her toes I mean Christ were not even officially together yet. Yet there I go again assuming, I curse my self in my brain and I lay on my back and stare up and the ceiling I take in a deep breath and close my eyes..
Sophie “And the light missy, it’s your turn and you are last up”
As I said it I herd her click it off and climb in the bed next to be, she laid on her right side facing me and flung her arm over me, any this was nothing new it happened every weekend.
Sian “Soph”
That sweet voice just hearing her say my name I smiled and turn over on to my left side so that I was now facing her.
Sophie “Yes babe?”
Sian: “I really like this song”
I could see her smiling from the glow of the ipod and ipod doc, it was our little comfort light. I loved it, besides it meant that I was still able to see her in the dark night, I could still always she her.. And that smile, did I mention that I love it, the way that her lips curl up, something so simple made me feel, well complete. I loved it.
Sophie “It’s called, The blues, Mary by Brian Fallon.. Love the chorus”.. I smiled at her as I knew it was coming up “It’s just the, Mary the blues, swilling around my head like your dreams in Dorothy's
shoes, I’m somewhere over the rainbow for you”
I giggled after I sang it as she did with me.. I loved these moments that we shared, even if it meant nothing to anybody else to me it meant so much. Knowing that I had made her laugh like that filled me with such joy and pride.
Sian: “Spoh…”
She grabbed onto my body a little tighter, she didn’t move me closer I think she just wanted contact with me.. She found my hand and entwined them, she started to play with my fingers, she only ever did this when something was bothering her I wanted to know what it was, but I didn’t want to rush her, I knew that she would tell me when she felt comfortable enough to.. But I wanted to know, what could be getting to her?
Sian: “Soph… I… I just”
She was riding this difficult she sounded like a child, you know like when they want to let someone that they did something back but that had that really nervous pit in the bottom of the stomach so they kept it to themselves.
Sian: “I just wana know.. Can we.. Erm.. Can we try this me and you, like for real, like.. Arghh I’m a nob-”
I cut her off straight away
Sophie: “Powers!” and I swiped her arm playfully over the covers “you are far from it, give urself a break this isn’t the easiest thing to ask and ye-”
This time she cut me off
Sian: “No, I’m going to do it right”
Sophie: “Okay”
Sian: ”Sophie Webster, you are beautiful..” she brought her hand up to my face and hand stroked my cheek with her thumb, she giggled slightly, her features softened as she continued “.. And not only are you my best friend, but I am madly in love with you, wouldn’t you please be my girlfriend”
She giggled I think it was because she was nervous and because she wasn’t particularly sure how I would react and maybe even a little bit surprised at the little proposal she just gave me, but I wasn’t gunna wait around I wanted her to be MY girl, My Sian, My best friend and My Girlfriend all at the same time.
Sophie: “Yes”
We both smiled at each other widely, this was everything we had both been waiting for, and although it could have gone smoother this was the perfect way for us to get together, I was never expecting her to feel the same way, and now I’m slowly going to get everything that I have been dreaming of between us.
Sian: “Come ‘ere”
She whispered as she signalled for me to lift my head she place her right arm underneath me and wrapped her left arm around me, and I felt myself be pulled into her, my arms one wrapped around her dawring circles on her back and the other wrapped half around me that she captured in her hand so that we were touching in everyway possible, she pulled me further into her and and I lay my head beneath hers, she rest her chin on the top of my head I realise now that she isn’t wearing a top which makes us feel so much closer, I snuggle into her and my lips lay on her chest, just resting there and I can feel her heart beat against them, I have never felt so close to someone in my whole life. Right here wrapped in her arms, feeling her heart beat against my lips, taking in her sent with my every breath, feeling her squeeze me tighter in her arms slightly every now and then, breathing in sync with the woman I love, the woman who is mine. I feel like nothing can get me. Yet so vulnerable knowing that she has the opportunity now to hurt me more than anyone else ever could. But trusting that she wouldn’t
What to do when you don’t want them to let go because you feel so safe.
(Sian’s POV)
I feel her lips against my chest against my heart the speed increases of beat rapidly, she’s so close to me right now that I never want to let her go, I don’t to let anything get to her, I want to hold her here like this forever, I want this to be how I spend my days, she must stay like this forever, this is perfect. The perfect moment nothing can ruin this, this can only get better surely?! I can, I know it can, this is perfect this will be perfect, the lady laying in my arms is MY perfect women and this will be the moment.
Sian: “I love you Soph”
I gently kiss her forehead I just wanted to feel her close, so close that she cant let go, I want to keep her close to me always. I felt her smile against my chest where her lips lay, she moved her lips from contact ever so slightly.
Sophie: “I love you to Sian”
I felt her quickly put her lips back and then she pecked my chest and lay them to rest there again. I moved the top half of my body back slightly our legs still entwined I took my left hand from off her back and I made eye contact with her. This was defiantly perfect! I placed my index finger under her chin and raised it slightly as I came down to her level, this was the time it was going to happen.. And it will be perfect..!
I leaned closer into her, her eyes closed and lips slightly parted, I parted mine a little and closed my eyes as I demolished what was left of the gap between us, the kiss wasn’t long, it wasn’t filled with desire no, it was filled with love, a love that had been burning for a good few years for both of us, it was filled with passion, a passion that we felt for each other and us together finally, it was filled with delighted of finally being about to do something that we had both longed for so desperately. The kiss was slow our lips moved in sync with each others, I moved my hand to the side of her neck, as we both parted from the kiss, our first kiss that was filled with everything we had both hidden from each other for so long, we leant our foreheads together and smiled at one another, I think that this was and will always remain thee perfect first kiss, I closed my eyes and inhaled her sent as I fort her about her lips.
So soft so smooth so.. Perfect.. And how perfectly out lips actually fit together, as with our bodies that still lay entwined with one another, and I took her hand and mimicked our bodies with them, I brushed my thumb back and forth over her hand as I lay there with MY perfect girl after our perfect first kiss, I am so happy right now that words actually cant explain.
Sophie: “Wow”
I smiled at her reaction I loved it.
Sian: “Yeah wow!”
Sophie: “That kiss was”
Sian: “Perfect”
I hummed at her, she seemed to agree, she moved our hands upto her moth and kissed the back of mine.
Sian: “For my perfect girl”
I said and then I leant in and kissed her forehead again, I cant believe how actually lucky I am.
Sophie: “We need to do that more often”
She had a cheeky look in her eye, but I didn’t care I agreed and I saw her starting to move back in as we both grinned into the kiss, I felt her smooth lips against mine and it sent shivers down my body, I was so happy that Sophie was the girl that I was laying here kissing, I couldn’t believe it.
The kiss got deeper as Sophie’s tongue begged for entrance with I granted immediately, I wanted this to be where it went but I didn’t want to rush her, but after the evening that we had have and how much pent up frustration there was between us a good make out session was exactly what we needed, I heard her slightly moan into the kiss as our tongues battled one another for dominance, she wasn’t giving up, I felt her hand slide down my body and she seemed hesitant and stop her hand at my hip at the same time as the kiss.
Sian: “Hey was wrong.. Did I-”
She cut me off before I could finish my sentence.
Sophie: “No! it’s me.. It was me, I shouldn’t push”
She had move her hand and cupped my face gaining eye contact looking worried
Sian: “you’re not”
I wanted to reassure her, I was the one who was worried about pushing her too far with a all guns blazing make out session but she was ready and so was eye, both of our fares void now. And before I new it we were again in another heated lip lock. I felt her hand move back down my body only this time it didn’t stop at my hip she moved her hands around my body and pulled me closer into her, I felt my leg push into her centre with which was rewarded with a moan. I was worried that I had gone to far even tho it was accidentally, but I was pleasantly surprise when she started to rock her hips into my thigh, she whimpered quietly as she was enjoying the sensation and I dared to take it a little step further and I moved my leg in sync with her rocking hips to create more pressure I could tell that she enjoyed it because her moans got loader every time. I ran my hand down the side of her body slowly and grabbed onto her hips turning her onto her back my thigh still between her leg, her still racking her body into my leg, I fort I would step it up one more time to see if she enjoyed it and I place my hands under her bottom, this time as I moved my thigh into her I grabbed her and pulled her into me with more force I know that she licked it from her reaction
Sophie “mmmm Sian”
She said as she griped the sheets with one hand and my back with the other , this couldn’t get more perfect, I was giving her pleasure and I hadn’t really touched her yet, after a little longer of this I slipped my body in hers laying down on her, she seemed a little disappointed that the sensation I was giving her was stopped but began kissing her again with more passion, and as I put my toung in her mouth I rocked my centre into her, putting as much pressure onto her as I possible could, she moan with delight and scratched my back as I continued my movements and she joined in to apply more pressure a moan escaped my mouth.
Sophie: “You are so gorgeous”
She whispered out in between the moans and the kisses, I loved the affect I was having on her, and as much as I wanted to carry this is on, I needed to know, did she want this so soon. I pause all actions for a short moment and look deep into her eyes, taking in everything that had happened this evening especially the last half hour. I didn’t want to lose this moment but I didn’t want to rush her, I respect her and love her far too much.
Sian: “Are you sure soph, we have all of our lives to do this, I don’t want to rush this or you, I love you”
What to do when you want to make love to your beautiful girlfriend, but want to make sure she’s ready too? I hope I haven’t ruined the moment :/