What to do - Part 2
So a few of you asked for this to be turned into a fic instead of a one shoot… so here it is J if you like it I will continue not sure where I could take it, but im sure that something will come to me just as this part did, I hope that you enjoy it, and I hope that it’s everything you wanted.
(Sian’s POV)
So I’m here in my room alone, looked away because my BEST friend has text me yet, she didn’t say she would but she always texts me at the weekend an asks me to stay at hers its Friday damn it, it usually our DVD night, me and her in her room laughing, giggling, what DVD’s anything that we find, and listening to music putting the world to rights until stupid o’clock in the morning then laying in on Saturday and having breakfast in bed and then we go out for the day, but she hasn’t text me… my I should just text her
I take out my phone find Sophie in my contacts *Write new message*
What do I write, I don’t her to have to feel like she has to ask me every weekend, god ive become the needy friend “shit” I throw my phone on my bed. “I need a cuppa” I go downstairs and put the kettle on, while im waiting for it to boil I start thinking.. Over thinking as always.
Did I upset her?
What did I say?
She hugged me before she left!
She said see you later.. Did she mean tonight, this weekend or Monday at college
Oh god did I do something wrong?
Did I make her feel like she had done something wrong?
I make my cuppa and go back to my room. Press play on my Ipod dock.. Music, are it heals all
I just forget about her and sing to my music
Sophie loves this song
I wonder if I rang her she’d want to come over here
Maybe that’s why she hasn’t asked me to go to hers because she never comes here
Oh fuck maybe she’s pissed at me
NO! Sian stop it.. It’s not you.. You’ve done nothing wrong.. Or have I.. No I haven’t I’m sure of it..
I hear my text tone… maybe that’s her… don’t get your hopes up it probs just the network telling you your bill is due.. No to late.. Im excited just at the mare fort the possibility alone that it could be her just a text.. God.. YES!! It HER I open the text
My excitement was short lived
From Soph: Maybe we should spend so time apart, don’t ya think?
Ermm.. Well how about NO.. BEST FRIEND!! WTF… “FUCK”
I’ve done something, I’ve upset her
She is pissed at me
But why??
Because I’m her best friend
Because I love her
Because I am always there to wipe away her tears
Because I am the one who holds her whenever she needs me
Because I am there when she gets scared
Because I run at her call
NO SIAN NOT THIS TIME.. THIS IS NOT YOU FAULT… GET YOURSELF ANSWERS!! NOW
To Soph: Why?
I hit send before I could even think of anything else to add, really that’s all I say, why? Two years of friendship and all I can come up with is one fucking stupid three letter word why.. And know her the reply will be ‘why not?’ smart arse
Oh for fuck sake Soph what are you doing to me… why in the fucking world would you say that why???
*Beep Beep*
Well now my heart is beating out of my chest to the other side of the room.. Yay this is a fun feeling right (sarcausm a wonderful tool don’t you think) okay your talking to yourself again read the fucking text SIAN!! Man the fuck up!!
From Soph: Never mind I was just thinking, ignore me x
What the fuck she cant do that she just cant how can she just take it back.. No she is not doing this to me she is not a fucking loud to do this to me… not again.. No!! fucking pushing me away pftt I’m not having this is not fair on me.. Not this time Sophie you are not allowed to take that back.
To Soph: Tell me what’s on your mind soph, you can’t just take that back. I’m not gunna let you!! X
Damn I shouldn’t of put the kiss on the end I want her to know that she has pissed me off.. Fuck but I don’t like being pissed off with her… shit.. She wins again
Beep beep
Oh god that was fast.. that’s not good surely, well find out then Sian pick up your phone read your text.. But im scared what if it is me, what could I have done, I don’t wana lose her and I don’t want her to push me away again.. Fuck read it!
From Soph: I cant, I’m sorry
I dint even hesitate I’d sent it and was on the way out the door before it got to her phone
To Soph: I’m coming over, we are sorting this out!! X
(Sian’s POV)
So I’m here in my room alone, looked away because my BEST friend has text me yet, she didn’t say she would but she always texts me at the weekend an asks me to stay at hers its Friday damn it, it usually our DVD night, me and her in her room laughing, giggling, what DVD’s anything that we find, and listening to music putting the world to rights until stupid o’clock in the morning then laying in on Saturday and having breakfast in bed and then we go out for the day, but she hasn’t text me… my I should just text her
I take out my phone find Sophie in my contacts *Write new message*
What do I write, I don’t her to have to feel like she has to ask me every weekend, god ive become the needy friend “shit” I throw my phone on my bed. “I need a cuppa” I go downstairs and put the kettle on, while im waiting for it to boil I start thinking.. Over thinking as always.
Did I upset her?
What did I say?
She hugged me before she left!
She said see you later.. Did she mean tonight, this weekend or Monday at college
Oh god did I do something wrong?
Did I make her feel like she had done something wrong?
I make my cuppa and go back to my room. Press play on my Ipod dock.. Music, are it heals all
I just forget about her and sing to my music
Sophie loves this song
I wonder if I rang her she’d want to come over here
Maybe that’s why she hasn’t asked me to go to hers because she never comes here
Oh fuck maybe she’s pissed at me
NO! Sian stop it.. It’s not you.. You’ve done nothing wrong.. Or have I.. No I haven’t I’m sure of it..
I hear my text tone… maybe that’s her… don’t get your hopes up it probs just the network telling you your bill is due.. No to late.. Im excited just at the mare fort the possibility alone that it could be her just a text.. God.. YES!! It HER I open the text
My excitement was short lived
From Soph: Maybe we should spend so time apart, don’t ya think?
Ermm.. Well how about NO.. BEST FRIEND!! WTF… “FUCK”
I’ve done something, I’ve upset her
She is pissed at me
But why??
Because I’m her best friend
Because I love her
Because I am always there to wipe away her tears
Because I am the one who holds her whenever she needs me
Because I am there when she gets scared
Because I run at her call
NO SIAN NOT THIS TIME.. THIS IS NOT YOU FAULT… GET YOURSELF ANSWERS!! NOW
To Soph: Why?
I hit send before I could even think of anything else to add, really that’s all I say, why? Two years of friendship and all I can come up with is one fucking stupid three letter word why.. And know her the reply will be ‘why not?’ smart arse
Oh for fuck sake Soph what are you doing to me… why in the fucking world would you say that why???
*Beep Beep*
Well now my heart is beating out of my chest to the other side of the room.. Yay this is a fun feeling right (sarcausm a wonderful tool don’t you think) okay your talking to yourself again read the fucking text SIAN!! Man the fuck up!!
From Soph: Never mind I was just thinking, ignore me x
What the fuck she cant do that she just cant how can she just take it back.. No she is not doing this to me she is not a fucking loud to do this to me… not again.. No!! fucking pushing me away pftt I’m not having this is not fair on me.. Not this time Sophie you are not allowed to take that back.
To Soph: Tell me what’s on your mind soph, you can’t just take that back. I’m not gunna let you!! X
Damn I shouldn’t of put the kiss on the end I want her to know that she has pissed me off.. Fuck but I don’t like being pissed off with her… shit.. She wins again
Beep beep
Oh god that was fast.. that’s not good surely, well find out then Sian pick up your phone read your text.. But im scared what if it is me, what could I have done, I don’t wana lose her and I don’t want her to push me away again.. Fuck read it!
From Soph: I cant, I’m sorry
I dint even hesitate I’d sent it and was on the way out the door before it got to her phone
To Soph: I’m coming over, we are sorting this out!! X