What a stirring moment...

Apr 26, 2004 20:04

Wow... what amazing words. I feel so incredibly moved right now. I never knew I could possibly learn so much in one day!

Laurel, Davina and I were on the ice with their coach, Dawn, with Enya blaring though the speakers creating the right mood for everything. The music was just perfect for skating at the time. I can't wait to put it on out there again. Maybe it was the music that got the mood going. But we soon got to talking while taking a water break, and Dawn, their coach started talking about her and her boyfriend. But it got to be such a deep conversation! The basic message she brought across was to fall in love whenever you can. She told us how all the pain that can come from it is worth it because you have all the memories, and that you need to live in today and not worry about tomorrow. I'm so glad that I got to hear all this from her since I have been messed up in the head in that department for a while.

We stood there on the side bench for so long...probably about a half hour. I am still just stunned by all she said. We ended up talking about how some things are just chosen by fate and how we have to make the best of absolutely everything. And everything she said I somehow applied to my skating. Telling myself that I need to go for it.

.............................................I'm just in such a deep train of thought right now. It makes me want to fall in love so much. I really want to go after that one guy I like...but I saw him ex-change numbers with this other girl today. I don't think he is all that interested. But man alive. I didn't feel like going, and I'm glad that I did. Laurel and I sometimes feel like that, but always end up being glad that we went.

I don't even know what to write! Thats how speechless I am!

When I left, I told her thanks for the talk, because I really needed it. And she winked at me.....

I'm just numb by all she said. I have a much deeper respect for her now. I think that is a moment I won't ever forget. People who have to ability to think like that inspire me so much! Davina and I are talking about it now online and she is just as stunned as I am!

I truly hope these images last a long time. I am so incredibly moved right now. Words just can't express it. Maybe I can talk about it more when once I have the time to think on the right words to pick. Right now I have to worry about the TAX test coming my way tomorrow and the rest of the week.

But for now...........I want to be lost in this moment.

Such powerful words!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:::daydreams:::
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