New year?
They say new year means better things to come, new chances and new leaf. For the last while I have been in a slump.
Its just getting worse, gheez, I am working for my dad (which i swore was just a part time thing.) because its easy and i get weekends off.
I'm passing up forestry jobs, I don't know why. Scared? Nervous? Good paying jobs, i think the next one that pops up I'm going to take. The reason I am hesitant is because i cannot remember most of the things from College. I'm going to have to start doing something about it.. The hands on stuff i remember, but the paper work, the math, the equations for figuring out how to build a road, or tree plots. I cant remember.
Well something is going to give, I'm getting worse off everyday. I try to have fun and put it off by hanging out with friends , but it always is there i cannot stop thinking about it.
I don't know what to do. Maybe i'll go back t college and take fish and wildlife , or a geology course across the river. Fuck me. I thought i would have figured our what I'm doing by now.
I definitely don't want to be doing this for the rest of my life.
Its just getting worse, gheez, I am working for my dad (which i swore was just a part time thing.) because its easy and i get weekends off.
I'm passing up forestry jobs, I don't know why. Scared? Nervous? Good paying jobs, i think the next one that pops up I'm going to take. The reason I am hesitant is because i cannot remember most of the things from College. I'm going to have to start doing something about it.. The hands on stuff i remember, but the paper work, the math, the equations for figuring out how to build a road, or tree plots. I cant remember.
Well something is going to give, I'm getting worse off everyday. I try to have fun and put it off by hanging out with friends , but it always is there i cannot stop thinking about it.
I don't know what to do. Maybe i'll go back t college and take fish and wildlife , or a geology course across the river. Fuck me. I thought i would have figured our what I'm doing by now.
I definitely don't want to be doing this for the rest of my life.