Ive got shaky little fingers...that hold on to your grip...you've got wrapped around my world.
Im confused...about everything. lol...I know that sounds dramatic, but everythings gone wierd...like for example, my career thingy...Ive wanted to do it since I was little...now any faith I had in myself has gone and I dont believe I can do it...but what DO I want to do then? that is realistic...then have I done the right thing by going to college, by doing A Levels...by doing the A Levels that Im doing...Im confused with me...lol, how I see myself (badly) and how other people see me...I dunno why, just something someone said. and also...everyones so pretty, lol. I feel like a square peg in a round hole as my mum would say...lol. Im not saying that so people will bullshit me and say 'oh but u r' its just like when I look in the mirror its like, oh gawd. and I kno theres more to life than looks, but Im just not sure of anything atm...I hope it all settles down...Ive had such a bad week, lol. Im goin to bed anyway...night xxxx