My luck gone out plus intensive brainwork
I'm making a post... O_O!
I just couldn't sleep~ it's really been a while!
My lucky charms have been disappearing one by one lately (since last month maybe). All the clover related items that I have~ both of my four leaf clover cellphone straps got detached from the string. Although I still have the chains with me, I may be able to fix it. But since they're broken, it feels like there's no meaning in putting them back onto my phone. And just today, I was wearing these new pair of four-leaf clover earrings my mom bought me and ended up losing one of the pair. I didn't keep these clovers for luck in the first place, but just losing them makes me feel as if I should be knowing something (O_O).
I really can't fall asleep right now and this is my third sleepless night this week =(. Tell me this is really no good because it's 4:45AM already. Anyways, aside from going to school, everything's not been going as well. School is enjoyable -Philosophy lectures are quite interesting (although class is too early XD)! But aside from that, thinking about the future, planning the future, and taking action to pursue those plans troubles me right now. Not only that because there's more that I don't feel like spilling here - - - but all of this is just leading me to a total breakdown.
No no no...this post is way too depressing! I shall force myself to sleep~ =D
Everything must get better in a few hours when I get to meet up with steambunnies and everyone again~!
I just couldn't sleep~ it's really been a while!
My lucky charms have been disappearing one by one lately (since last month maybe). All the clover related items that I have~ both of my four leaf clover cellphone straps got detached from the string. Although I still have the chains with me, I may be able to fix it. But since they're broken, it feels like there's no meaning in putting them back onto my phone. And just today, I was wearing these new pair of four-leaf clover earrings my mom bought me and ended up losing one of the pair. I didn't keep these clovers for luck in the first place, but just losing them makes me feel as if I should be knowing something (O_O).
I really can't fall asleep right now and this is my third sleepless night this week =(. Tell me this is really no good because it's 4:45AM already. Anyways, aside from going to school, everything's not been going as well. School is enjoyable -Philosophy lectures are quite interesting (although class is too early XD)! But aside from that, thinking about the future, planning the future, and taking action to pursue those plans troubles me right now. Not only that because there's more that I don't feel like spilling here - - - but all of this is just leading me to a total breakdown.
No no no...this post is way too depressing! I shall force myself to sleep~ =D
Everything must get better in a few hours when I get to meet up with steambunnies and everyone again~!