Nov 10, 2006 14:15
I finally finished the evil take-home test late last night (well, early this morning, if I look at the clock). It was 131 questions of minutia. All unimportant garbage that I had to go through several sections of several chapters to find. It was lovely. I'm so glad I'm done. I even actually told my teacher exactly what I thought of her exam. She said to figure out what feedback I wanted to give and next week she wants to hear my complaints again. That was shocking. Anyway, 5 more weeks this semester. And a total of 21 weeks of school till graduation.
I've been getting much better with my fire. I'm thinking of doing the parade of lights on the 1st and 2nd. Unfortunately, I think I have to go to the induction ceremony for sigma theta tau (nursing honor society) on the 2nd, so maybe I'll just do the one night (if they'll let me). Monday night I'm performing in the springs. I'm looking forward to it. So far I'm not nervous or excited. I'm trying to not build it up in my mind. It's just another performance. I've been a performer since I was 11 years old. Of course, this is my first time dancing with fire as a professional performer... Anyway, it'll probably be fun.
I haven't been getting down to the dojo much at all lately. I'm always so tired. That could be because of my diet. I just don't get around to eating much. My motivation is minimal lately. Back to that 'always tired' thing. I really miss my kids. My world just isn't the same without them around. As I keep being reminded (as though it's supposed to fix everything) they'll be home in a few weeks.