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my talk with brian today was so real. even though i tried to act like i aint wanna hear it i listened. he told me some real shit. i aint gonna sit up here and talk about it. he told me the reason y me and meeks relationship isn't so tight. he told me the things i do that i shouldn't do. he told me that all my friends can tell me that i like attention. just basically everything about it. and i fee like a total bitch and a loser for it. he told me that as many new friends i have now arent my friends except the obvious. i talk to morg more than i talk to meek, and thats cause i dont listen. as much as meek tell me shit that i need to hear and i just took it for granted. which was dumb and stupid of me. i feel so bad now. and now i know that one of my male friends i have to let go. he told me that i gotta make myself happy. and to make me happy is to be with him and i gotta change. i keep sayin this and i really gotta do it. its gonna make me happy. i dont like being sad so ima do what i have to do.
meek i am sorry for everything. i know that i hurt u and shouldnt have tooken brian to tell me what i have done to u. i love u too much and u are my best friend. 4ever. we always said that so i mean aint shit gonna change about us. we dont talk as much but when i do talk to u i cherish every moment of it.
morg. shutup u know i love u. lol.
to my baby. i love u and u are the one that i want. seriously. im gonna make us happy and our relationship will feel like marriage. no bulshit. baby im here for u for ever. and ever. nothing will ever change between us. i love u the same and i know that u love me the same. u are my bubba. and i love u. depsite of all the bulshit that we've been through, i still love u and will always be ther for u no matter what happens between us. remember when i said that i will still love u after i die? well i mean it, everday after i die i will always love u. u are my moon, stars, and sunshine. I LOVE U POOKIE.
oh yeah. i went up mchunu and turned in my resume. teandra said that its good and she think that ima get the job! woot! and i really hope i do. the guy that hires comes back on wed. so ima go up there after school, hopefully get hired on the spot. my resume looks good and hopefully meets the requirements for that joint. ay meek morgie and andy! we gonna be fresh if i get that job. ya digg... ok im out...
meek i am sorry for everything. i know that i hurt u and shouldnt have tooken brian to tell me what i have done to u. i love u too much and u are my best friend. 4ever. we always said that so i mean aint shit gonna change about us. we dont talk as much but when i do talk to u i cherish every moment of it.
morg. shutup u know i love u. lol.
to my baby. i love u and u are the one that i want. seriously. im gonna make us happy and our relationship will feel like marriage. no bulshit. baby im here for u for ever. and ever. nothing will ever change between us. i love u the same and i know that u love me the same. u are my bubba. and i love u. depsite of all the bulshit that we've been through, i still love u and will always be ther for u no matter what happens between us. remember when i said that i will still love u after i die? well i mean it, everday after i die i will always love u. u are my moon, stars, and sunshine. I LOVE U POOKIE.
oh yeah. i went up mchunu and turned in my resume. teandra said that its good and she think that ima get the job! woot! and i really hope i do. the guy that hires comes back on wed. so ima go up there after school, hopefully get hired on the spot. my resume looks good and hopefully meets the requirements for that joint. ay meek morgie and andy! we gonna be fresh if i get that job. ya digg... ok im out...