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Jul 11, 2001 11:25

this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.
this day sucks shit. hard.

well, i guess i owe an explanation, i'm stuck in my house for the third day in a row, with a brief excursion last night to the show in providence, and i literally had not a minute of sleep last night. i'm not sure what is keeping me awake, but if i could market whatever it is... anyway, my head hurts so bad right now... i've been experiencing this insomnia thing for about a week now. it's happened to me a few times in the past year or so, but each time it seems to get progressively worse. i could liken it to mania or something, but at least when i'm going through that i'm productive. this just sucks. i'm awake all f------ night, and the moment the sun comes up i'll pass right out. wtf!!! i'm trying desperately to fight it today, and i plan on staying awake until at least 9 or 10 pm tonight. in order to adjust myself back into some sort of routine. i want to fall asleep so badly... i keep having flashbacks of some horror movie i saw as a kid, where everyone in the film was trying to stay awake as long as possible or these aliens would invade their bodies while they were sleeping. i really think i know how they feel know. (closing one eye) no! no! i can make it. must... stay.... awake... crash... zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
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