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i havent listented to thursday in so long :( i wish i could see them in concert, but there concerts are such much rougher than the ones i've gone to(tbs, brand new). anywoo...
tonight i just had my first good cry of senior year. sometimes you just need to let it out. i had one over the summer with scott, but other than that... thats about it. i found out tonight that its possible that my grandparents might not be coming to NY for christmas, but going to Connecticut to see my two other cousins. normally, i wouldnt get so upset, but since they wont be seeing much of me when i go to college, i think i sort of have a right to be upset. i dont know maybe its just me getting all the attention over the years, and now i have to share it.
i dont know what the point of this is...
now that i think of it... the psychic was right about me not getting things in return in regards to people being nice to me. ever since 1st grade, people have been so mean to me... and then starting up again in 6th and 9th grade. it really just gets me down when i think about it.
i really miss summer. not having to give about anything, and just having fun.
eh, bye.
tonight i just had my first good cry of senior year. sometimes you just need to let it out. i had one over the summer with scott, but other than that... thats about it. i found out tonight that its possible that my grandparents might not be coming to NY for christmas, but going to Connecticut to see my two other cousins. normally, i wouldnt get so upset, but since they wont be seeing much of me when i go to college, i think i sort of have a right to be upset. i dont know maybe its just me getting all the attention over the years, and now i have to share it.
i dont know what the point of this is...
now that i think of it... the psychic was right about me not getting things in return in regards to people being nice to me. ever since 1st grade, people have been so mean to me... and then starting up again in 6th and 9th grade. it really just gets me down when i think about it.
i really miss summer. not having to give about anything, and just having fun.
eh, bye.