please excuse my emo whiny post... it needed to get out
completley emotional.... first time in a good few months... scary to be back in the hole... reality has to crash and fall sometime i guess.... why on a thursday... my friday is lookin up to be depressing...
cant wait... its at times like these, i doubt whether i was alright to begin with... that if everything was ok tobegin with, or is it just me, and my cute little world that i live in disguising the truth with lies of smiles happiness and love...
when reality hits... it hits hard... landing u smack dab in the middle of a busy road in rome, next to a swere labbled SPQR.... with a bloddy broken nose... but dont cry... that will only make the mad dash to the sidewalk a suicidal run to the grave... that being that u look directly at the oncoming traffic... imagine my wonderful sarcasim that prob none of you will understand... oh what its like being inside this head of mine... it could be worse... i could still be wearing braces...
do u see any irony in the names of the bands that such a mood requires my listening to....
-the killers (thats friendly)
-guns n roses (hmm... ironically suiting)
-fallout boy (certainly doesnt sound happy)
-all american rejects (i wonder how that fits... (sarcasim))
- the yeah yeah yeahs (what im feeling... )
cant wait... its at times like these, i doubt whether i was alright to begin with... that if everything was ok tobegin with, or is it just me, and my cute little world that i live in disguising the truth with lies of smiles happiness and love...
when reality hits... it hits hard... landing u smack dab in the middle of a busy road in rome, next to a swere labbled SPQR.... with a bloddy broken nose... but dont cry... that will only make the mad dash to the sidewalk a suicidal run to the grave... that being that u look directly at the oncoming traffic... imagine my wonderful sarcasim that prob none of you will understand... oh what its like being inside this head of mine... it could be worse... i could still be wearing braces...
do u see any irony in the names of the bands that such a mood requires my listening to....
-the killers (thats friendly)
-guns n roses (hmm... ironically suiting)
-fallout boy (certainly doesnt sound happy)
-all american rejects (i wonder how that fits... (sarcasim))
- the yeah yeah yeahs (what im feeling... )