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hey yall... back from the big GA... and once again, family from tennessee is down, and im back underneath all the dog piles, tickles ga-lore..from wedgies to headbanging (or at least our attempts at it), us dancing like freaks in my messy room, screaming laughing and crying... gotta love the fammily
brendas shower was awsome... it was so sweet, and the food was really good... and i love her house, and the new family thats joining us!!! so... what, thats once down,one in the making, three more to go (marriage status of five kids)...
so ya...i dont feel as terrible about guys as i id this past few weeks... ironically thanks to three guys... imagine... ultimatley all friends and one technically a "guide" as well as a god... imagine.....(is it correct to refer to god as a guy.... he is isnt he... or is he niehter male or female, yet we still give him male characteristics... sigh... so complicating) to another one who was part of my "support system" and ultimatley led me to my Guide, and the other, just being an awsome super duper friend... yet i still find myself hating guys, and thought the majority of the lonley feeling is gone, i still feel somewhat lonesome, but i know, if its meant, it will come in time, and all i can do is be patient, and that ultimatley a guy would kill me now anyways, with school and sports, and clubs and drama hopefully... who knows.... i think ill just make that bet once more to myself and reamin single for another school year... saving myself a ton of heartache... anyways... hope yall are doing fine..
brendas shower was awsome... it was so sweet, and the food was really good... and i love her house, and the new family thats joining us!!! so... what, thats once down,one in the making, three more to go (marriage status of five kids)...
so ya...i dont feel as terrible about guys as i id this past few weeks... ironically thanks to three guys... imagine... ultimatley all friends and one technically a "guide" as well as a god... imagine.....(is it correct to refer to god as a guy.... he is isnt he... or is he niehter male or female, yet we still give him male characteristics... sigh... so complicating) to another one who was part of my "support system" and ultimatley led me to my Guide, and the other, just being an awsome super duper friend... yet i still find myself hating guys, and thought the majority of the lonley feeling is gone, i still feel somewhat lonesome, but i know, if its meant, it will come in time, and all i can do is be patient, and that ultimatley a guy would kill me now anyways, with school and sports, and clubs and drama hopefully... who knows.... i think ill just make that bet once more to myself and reamin single for another school year... saving myself a ton of heartache... anyways... hope yall are doing fine..