here's to the days when happiness was alive

Apr 26, 2006 17:53

well.....everything is still fucking shitty.
saw my grades today. getting a fucking D- 58.7%. normally i would be thrilled about that grade, but allford counted Death of a Salesman.
so i told her, or tried to and she blew up at me saying "sara thats enough already. i'm sick of this. this has been going on for too long"
so i sat down, now pissed that i tried to point out that my grade should be lower. so i sat down, she talked about the prompt which i miserably failed.
class ends, i'm still in a bad mood.

allford says "sara, now what was it that u tried to tell me before" so i told her that she counted death of a salesman and there should be a zero there and not a 5. David was still in the room and he said something along the lines of "why would u tell her that yourr grade should be lower? if i was you i would have kept my mouth shut" so i told him that i dont do things like that, and then he said "wow, she tried to get you to change her grade to somehting lower and you yelled at her" Allford felt bad, i just turned around and tried to suck up my tears. she said she was sorry, but i didn't really care.
i tried to be honest and get my D possibly changed to an F and she yelled at me. great, just great. woop di do. now with two fialed prompts, and an unknown senior project grade, i most probably will fail. well....there goes life and graduation. b/c i might not be going. i mean i shall still do my best and get things done and work my hardest, but i am uncertain if that can save my grade.

so if i'm not at graduation then you guys know why.
i will probably be at home crying my eyes out and cursing the days that i ever met the fucker named Chris Gosnell.

in other news, i e-mailed chris on myspace.
here is what i sent him:
Hey Chris,

How are ya? I hope you had a good day, because I didn't. You are probably wondering why I didn’t have a good day, well I shall tell you. I greatly appreciate it how you plagiarized on not one but two lit reviews. It really helped my grade. Not only have I been working my ass off, but now, well now it seems as though it doesn't matter. I am not sure what is going on in your life right now, but if you could not do the lit review, you could have had the decency and the courtesy to inform me so.
Plagiarizing doesn’t help. It would have been one thing if it was only you, but it was me too. And I do not appreciate it. If you were having problems, deal with it. You are not the only one. But to cheat? That’s low, lower then low. That’s scumby. Are you a scumb? I didn't think so, well now I am not so sure.
Do you know what it feels like to stay up all night, crying and wondering and hoping that something isn’t true? That your life isn't over? That a person you trusted did not fall through? That your grade is not what it looks like? Well I have. Maybe YOU never cared about your grades, but I did. And I trusted you when we chose to be partners. And thanks to you, my life may now be ruined because I may not graduate.

Well, again, thank you so much for royally screwing up my grade. Now my grade is almost an F (2% until the F) So yes, thank you so much.

Sara

so he got that and so did his dad- they share the same address
well, nothing Can be done

have fun at graduation guys
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