i finally realized something today, as long as i am thinking towards the future then the present will not get to me. once, even for a second, i think about the present, all is lost.

don't get me wrong, i am enjoying the first week, the nightly loneliness does tend to get to me sometimes though

oh wells

time to go recipe hunting

Yup another year and another post
Happy Birthday Tiffany!!

love ya and hope you have a great day!

well hi to all of those who are just getting this now. i have been posting on my other blog http://sarachatr.blogspot.comRead more... )

quick note to those that do not know....

leaving on an air plane to canada in january...woooot. so damn excited you guys have no idea.

that is all i need to say

drugs kicking in...yaaay for a hopeful painless night

peace

Ok so i am about to zonk out but before i do i have one thing to say:

Happy BIRTHDAY/LEGAL DAY Tiffany!!!!
May you have an amaizng, year. Enjoy college
and i hope that my text did not wake you up...lol

have a good one and miss ya tons!!

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enjoy all.

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