Addiction
I think I understand it a little better now. Laying in bed and feeling the pain medicine pushing the pain away. Laying there and thinking ' This is good. Don't want this to stop feeling good' Realizing this is not a good set of thoughts to cultivate.
I'm an alcoholic. It is hereditary. Five relatives within two generations previous were alcoholics. I quit twelve plus years ago. A personal decision that I felt had to be made.
Pain meds have never really worked that well on me. Until I tried the Percocet. That and the morphine I received in the hospital are the only really good at relieving the pain medicines I've had.
I'm an alcoholic. It is hereditary. Five relatives within two generations previous were alcoholics. I quit twelve plus years ago. A personal decision that I felt had to be made.
Pain meds have never really worked that well on me. Until I tried the Percocet. That and the morphine I received in the hospital are the only really good at relieving the pain medicines I've had.