So tired!
No literally. Last night i had yet another case of insomnia. I don't fucking understand.I just lay in bed toss and turn for hours and then give up and chainsmoke on my patio until the rest of the world wakes up. This has got to end. As well as this depression that i have been in for 3 weeks now. I seriously need a change, a reason to wake up everyday, actually i need a reason to go to bed. I hate school, I'm not interested, I'm easily aggitated and very irritable, my body feels like shit all the time, i'm lonely and i'm bored. Seriously, what the fuck!?
I need to move, i need to be somewhere new. I need something different. San Fransisco is coming soon enough.......i can't wait!
I need to move, i need to be somewhere new. I need something different. San Fransisco is coming soon enough.......i can't wait!