germs
my body is slowly eating itself from the inside. my aura is green and murky as my sinuses. i feed my body vitamin c and it turns them into small nails with which it pricks deep into my throat. i laugh and try to ignore my congestion and it spites me by giving me damn bloody noses. it takes every spare chance it has to pass out and likes to do so before i have taken out my contacts or put on chapstick, causing me to wake up with dry, bloodshot eyes and dry, bloodcracked lips. you can look for track marks--i'm not abusing my body; it is abusing me.
i think the next step is to hold my body hostage--i will lock it in a dark and lonely room and demand that it work properly before i let it out. it needs to learn who's boss.
i think the next step is to hold my body hostage--i will lock it in a dark and lonely room and demand that it work properly before i let it out. it needs to learn who's boss.