my sisters' birthday makes me feel old
this guy named ivan at work bought us all popsicles on wednesday because it was hella hot. i was sweating more than a hooker in church. how about that heat eh? hot enough for you? when people ask these questions i want to smack them right in the mouth. so its june people. pinch punch first day of the month. even though i'm a couple of hours to late to be typing that. shelby turned 19 and bailey turned 16. and i will be 21. holy fuck. i need to learn to grow old gracefully. instead i choose to be a mess and cry a bit. or a lot. i tried to dye my hair a reddy brown colour and it turned out to be alot darker than i thought it would be. my hair hasnt been this dark since high school. oh high school. i drove by my high school and it makes me feel very weird. i cant put my finger on it. i get very cold and the hair on the back of my neck stands up on end. i dont go there unless i absolutely have to. the strange thing is i never really hated high school. i had a pretty good time.