you thought I had retired; I was just hiding in the dark...
I have finally remembered that I do have a livejournal, and I am able to update it.
Ever since graduation, I feel so burnt out ... actually, kind of lost. I guess the summer before college is supposed to be a "transition" period. Whatever. I'm horribly lonely. I've been spending a lot of time with Whitney, but even more time working.
I just want to find with whom I connect on a purely platonic way -- a support group of friends who want to hear about how my puppy caught Parvo but is okay now, how Brandi moved back in and how cute Conner is now-- people who understand the struggle of trying to find an apartment, figure out where I want to go in life, what I want to do with my future. People who are empathetic with the experiences I've gone through... who are forgiving, caring, attentive, insightful, intelligent ... who accept me and the people I care for the most.
You can tell me I lost it, I had it long ago. I was only hanging by a moment.
I wish I had everyone from GSP here in Glasgow with me.
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Enough bitching.
I need a new apartment, I'm seriously looking at two red Ford Focuses (one's a SE and one's a ZX3 Hatchback), and I'm dying to go ahead and start college. I'm still really unsure of my major, but I know that as I go through school, things will clear up.
P.S. Mom bought a house in Coral Hill. It's brand-new and really nice. Kind of small, but we don't need much space.
Ever since graduation, I feel so burnt out ... actually, kind of lost. I guess the summer before college is supposed to be a "transition" period. Whatever. I'm horribly lonely. I've been spending a lot of time with Whitney, but even more time working.
I just want to find with whom I connect on a purely platonic way -- a support group of friends who want to hear about how my puppy caught Parvo but is okay now, how Brandi moved back in and how cute Conner is now-- people who understand the struggle of trying to find an apartment, figure out where I want to go in life, what I want to do with my future. People who are empathetic with the experiences I've gone through... who are forgiving, caring, attentive, insightful, intelligent ... who accept me and the people I care for the most.
You can tell me I lost it, I had it long ago. I was only hanging by a moment.
I wish I had everyone from GSP here in Glasgow with me.
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Enough bitching.
I need a new apartment, I'm seriously looking at two red Ford Focuses (one's a SE and one's a ZX3 Hatchback), and I'm dying to go ahead and start college. I'm still really unsure of my major, but I know that as I go through school, things will clear up.
P.S. Mom bought a house in Coral Hill. It's brand-new and really nice. Kind of small, but we don't need much space.