on my mind
People say that the opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference. I've found that every time I "hate" a person, I seem to sort of still obsess about him/her a little bit--who they're with, what they're doing...it's not like a stalky type of thing though. I just feed on every little bit of information that passes through--I don't actively seek it out. That probably makes no sense at all, but oh well.