Back. Again. Further.
Tomorrow i will turn 20.
Le changement d'année officiel, ça ne veut pas dire grand chose pour moi. Non, pour moi, les années changent plutot scholairement, ou pour ainsi dire, selon mon anniversaire de naissance.
Ce qui est pratiquement la même chose.
So i think it may be time for a review of the last year...
Alors je vais répondre à ces quelques questions.
What did you do in the past year that you'd never done before?
- Du mush
- Something more close to ''living statue'', but still a mime act... For the Dresden Dolls shows
- J'ai été TOUTE SEULE aux USA
- J'ai finit un DEC en design de mode
- Je me suis coupé les cheveux court court moi-même
- J'ai porté des faux-cils
- J'ai été tellement soule que je suis tombée sur le trottoir
- Frenché du monde random dans des bars... Juste comme ça. Mais juste des personnes spéciales.
- Boire du vin toute seule à l'appart
- Appris à dire non plus souvent
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Oui. Comme a chaque année, des oncles et des tantes... Mais je ne me rappelle plus qui exactement, ce qui prouve qu'on s'en fout un peu.
5. What countries did you visit?
USA. Boston.
7. What date from the past year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
les 16-17-18 mai, pour le défilé
le 26 octobre 2005, pour le show des Dresden Dolls au CLub Soda!
le 23-24-25 pour mon voyage à Boston avec toutes les personnes que j'ai rencontré que j'aime à la folie.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finir mon DEC en design de mode
Me préocuper moins de mon poids.
9. What was your biggest failure?
When i was arrested for shoplifting.
When i didn't get accepted for the concours Télio.
When Roxanne left me.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Flu and allergies as always...
Other than that, many time i made myself throw up because of alcohol... Wich is not something i'm proud because it was a big trigger.
My right BIG TOE is being weird on a regular basis... Il y a encore des fourmis dedans! Ça va et ça revient.
Also, i can't say i gave up self-injury behaviors... I still cut myself, and am violent in many ways with my body.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Mon coton ouaté rose avec les CYGNES!!!
Ma robe à pois rouge!
Mes collants verts du Urban outfitter!
Ma crème Lush, KARMA!
My bus ticket to go to Boston <3
Everything i bought when i was in Boston. Food for friends, bus tickets, subway tickets, tickets for show.
Mon billet pour Pierre Lapointe. Mon billet pour Emilie Simon.
Mes billets pour HUMANWINE, FTBR, Dresden Dolls.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Roxanne pour m'avoir endurer quand on était ensemble, malgré tout.
Ariana, pour son courage malgré ses problèmes et ses trucs à l'école.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
The behavior of a man i knew and was with, hurted me a lot this year. It hits me really hard now. Even tough the relation didn't take place in the last year (it was the year before) it's this year that i realised all the problems that were linked with this abusive situation.
Parfois Ariana... Mais ça c'est ma faute, surtout, c'est ma perception d'elle.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Clothes, of course.
Essential things also, of course. Mostly fabrics for the fashion show. Loyer, Hydro, Bell, scolarité.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Mes cours de mime, comme toujours!
Le défilé... WAHOU, fin de mes études.
le Boston trip, of course!!! Meating all those people... Aaaaawww.
16. What song will always remind you of the past year?
Each and every Dresden Dolls song. Surtout Gravity, Bad Habbit, Delilah...
Regina Spektor Fidelity
All the Witching Hour album from Ladytron!!!!!! Awesommmmmme.
Call me poupée, bien sur.... Western Love dans le sous-sol!
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder?: Stupide question, ça ne se mesure pas.
J'essaye encore d'être heureuse, c'est tout ce qui compte vraiment pour moi.
ii. thinner or fatter?: Fatter, i think. But maybe not. And maybe it's a great thing. Let's just not think about it.
iii. richer or poorer?: Really really poorer in terms of money. Richer in life experiences of course.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
J'aurais aimé m'étirer plus souvent ENCORE! Faire plus d'exercices de physio.
annnnnddd. Sex. Good sex. Sex that feels safe and warm and secure.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Fuck christmas. i don'T care.
21. How will you be spending New Years Eve?
Don't care either.
22. Did you fall in love in the past year?
YES.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Il n'y pas personne que je hais...
Toujours les même personnes que d'habitude que je n'apprécie pas....
Ma haine a cependant grandit pour une personne. Mon genre d'ex.
Je ne lui pardonne rien, je déteste tout ce qu'il m'a fait subir.
26. What was the best book you read?
La tête de Philippi.
Wow.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Call me Poupée.
Regina Spektor.
CALL ME POUPÉE.
28. What did you want and get?
I wanted to finish school. Wich i did. Very well, and with a 500$ scholarship.
It was my main goal, all my energy was toward school.
I knew that the next year, the main goal would be my health, and psychological well-being.
Wich is scary. i'll see what i can do.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
B-day is tomorrow.
I don't plan anything.
I'm scared as always, so i'll be just TRYING to take it easy.
Doing fun things. Maybe.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
More time.
Avoir eu du temps pour moi. Pour mon bonheur.
Avoir le temps dfe consulter.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Rock and Roll Nature.
Etudiante en design de mode, donc fashion... mais pas mainstream, oh non. Hippie. Je suis la plus hippie dans un groupe de fashion girls.
Cute, comme toujours.
Je dis....:
Petite-fille Poupée Coffre à jouet Urban Outfitters Noir-Rose-Rouge Dentelle Pois Rayures Legging RObes et Jupes Rock n Roll Cuteee.
34. What kept you sane?
Mes chats.
Sadly, my meds.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Angelina Jolie, ça n'a pas changé. I still have a big crush on Amanda Palmer, i want to hug her everytime i see her.
La grande mime Roxane Chamberland, hihihi :)
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Non-sense war.
Cultural issue.
L'attitude du gouvenement par rapport à la culture. Ouuuuaaaaaakkkk.
37. Who did you miss?
Pour l'instant, les gens de Boston.
Katherine, Anna, Liana and Harry Lime particulièrement.
i miss Roxane all the time.
C'est ma lumiere, c'est ma soulmate, c'est mon inspiration, c'est mon aide, c'est mon amour.
I miss Marie-Lou wackinesssss (who whould have thought!) Just a bit. Pour le mess et le désordre et la franchise désarmante. ahah.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Ariana. wich i learned to tame and discover.
Katherine Rose. wich is weirdly my english version of me.
Marie Bernier, mon amoureuse de mime.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
Very very true for me this year
i will never look for love again
a lover would just complicate my plans
i'm taking matters into my own hands --- Dresden dolls First orgasm
never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
by protectin my heart truly
i got lost ---- Regina Spektor Fidelity
entourée par la foule
qui s'élance et qui danse une folle farandole
...
----Edith Piaf
Le changement d'année officiel, ça ne veut pas dire grand chose pour moi. Non, pour moi, les années changent plutot scholairement, ou pour ainsi dire, selon mon anniversaire de naissance.
Ce qui est pratiquement la même chose.
So i think it may be time for a review of the last year...
Alors je vais répondre à ces quelques questions.
What did you do in the past year that you'd never done before?
- Du mush
- Something more close to ''living statue'', but still a mime act... For the Dresden Dolls shows
- J'ai été TOUTE SEULE aux USA
- J'ai finit un DEC en design de mode
- Je me suis coupé les cheveux court court moi-même
- J'ai porté des faux-cils
- J'ai été tellement soule que je suis tombée sur le trottoir
- Frenché du monde random dans des bars... Juste comme ça. Mais juste des personnes spéciales.
- Boire du vin toute seule à l'appart
- Appris à dire non plus souvent
4. Did anyone close to you die?
Oui. Comme a chaque année, des oncles et des tantes... Mais je ne me rappelle plus qui exactement, ce qui prouve qu'on s'en fout un peu.
5. What countries did you visit?
USA. Boston.
7. What date from the past year will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
les 16-17-18 mai, pour le défilé
le 26 octobre 2005, pour le show des Dresden Dolls au CLub Soda!
le 23-24-25 pour mon voyage à Boston avec toutes les personnes que j'ai rencontré que j'aime à la folie.
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Finir mon DEC en design de mode
Me préocuper moins de mon poids.
9. What was your biggest failure?
When i was arrested for shoplifting.
When i didn't get accepted for the concours Télio.
When Roxanne left me.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Flu and allergies as always...
Other than that, many time i made myself throw up because of alcohol... Wich is not something i'm proud because it was a big trigger.
My right BIG TOE is being weird on a regular basis... Il y a encore des fourmis dedans! Ça va et ça revient.
Also, i can't say i gave up self-injury behaviors... I still cut myself, and am violent in many ways with my body.
11. What was the best thing you bought?
Mon coton ouaté rose avec les CYGNES!!!
Ma robe à pois rouge!
Mes collants verts du Urban outfitter!
Ma crème Lush, KARMA!
My bus ticket to go to Boston <3
Everything i bought when i was in Boston. Food for friends, bus tickets, subway tickets, tickets for show.
Mon billet pour Pierre Lapointe. Mon billet pour Emilie Simon.
Mes billets pour HUMANWINE, FTBR, Dresden Dolls.
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Roxanne pour m'avoir endurer quand on était ensemble, malgré tout.
Ariana, pour son courage malgré ses problèmes et ses trucs à l'école.
13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
The behavior of a man i knew and was with, hurted me a lot this year. It hits me really hard now. Even tough the relation didn't take place in the last year (it was the year before) it's this year that i realised all the problems that were linked with this abusive situation.
Parfois Ariana... Mais ça c'est ma faute, surtout, c'est ma perception d'elle.
14. Where did most of your money go?
Clothes, of course.
Essential things also, of course. Mostly fabrics for the fashion show. Loyer, Hydro, Bell, scolarité.
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Mes cours de mime, comme toujours!
Le défilé... WAHOU, fin de mes études.
le Boston trip, of course!!! Meating all those people... Aaaaawww.
16. What song will always remind you of the past year?
Each and every Dresden Dolls song. Surtout Gravity, Bad Habbit, Delilah...
Regina Spektor Fidelity
All the Witching Hour album from Ladytron!!!!!! Awesommmmmme.
Call me poupée, bien sur.... Western Love dans le sous-sol!
17. Compared to this time last year, are you
i. happier or sadder?: Stupide question, ça ne se mesure pas.
J'essaye encore d'être heureuse, c'est tout ce qui compte vraiment pour moi.
ii. thinner or fatter?: Fatter, i think. But maybe not. And maybe it's a great thing. Let's just not think about it.
iii. richer or poorer?: Really really poorer in terms of money. Richer in life experiences of course.
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
J'aurais aimé m'étirer plus souvent ENCORE! Faire plus d'exercices de physio.
annnnnddd. Sex. Good sex. Sex that feels safe and warm and secure.
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Fuck christmas. i don'T care.
21. How will you be spending New Years Eve?
Don't care either.
22. Did you fall in love in the past year?
YES.
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Il n'y pas personne que je hais...
Toujours les même personnes que d'habitude que je n'apprécie pas....
Ma haine a cependant grandit pour une personne. Mon genre d'ex.
Je ne lui pardonne rien, je déteste tout ce qu'il m'a fait subir.
26. What was the best book you read?
La tête de Philippi.
Wow.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Call me Poupée.
Regina Spektor.
CALL ME POUPÉE.
28. What did you want and get?
I wanted to finish school. Wich i did. Very well, and with a 500$ scholarship.
It was my main goal, all my energy was toward school.
I knew that the next year, the main goal would be my health, and psychological well-being.
Wich is scary. i'll see what i can do.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
B-day is tomorrow.
I don't plan anything.
I'm scared as always, so i'll be just TRYING to take it easy.
Doing fun things. Maybe.
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
More time.
Avoir eu du temps pour moi. Pour mon bonheur.
Avoir le temps dfe consulter.
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2005?
Rock and Roll Nature.
Etudiante en design de mode, donc fashion... mais pas mainstream, oh non. Hippie. Je suis la plus hippie dans un groupe de fashion girls.
Cute, comme toujours.
Je dis....:
Petite-fille Poupée Coffre à jouet Urban Outfitters Noir-Rose-Rouge Dentelle Pois Rayures Legging RObes et Jupes Rock n Roll Cuteee.
34. What kept you sane?
Mes chats.
Sadly, my meds.
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Angelina Jolie, ça n'a pas changé. I still have a big crush on Amanda Palmer, i want to hug her everytime i see her.
La grande mime Roxane Chamberland, hihihi :)
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
Non-sense war.
Cultural issue.
L'attitude du gouvenement par rapport à la culture. Ouuuuaaaaaakkkk.
37. Who did you miss?
Pour l'instant, les gens de Boston.
Katherine, Anna, Liana and Harry Lime particulièrement.
i miss Roxane all the time.
C'est ma lumiere, c'est ma soulmate, c'est mon inspiration, c'est mon aide, c'est mon amour.
I miss Marie-Lou wackinesssss (who whould have thought!) Just a bit. Pour le mess et le désordre et la franchise désarmante. ahah.
38. Who was the best new person you met?
Ariana. wich i learned to tame and discover.
Katherine Rose. wich is weirdly my english version of me.
Marie Bernier, mon amoureuse de mime.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
Very very true for me this year
i will never look for love again
a lover would just complicate my plans
i'm taking matters into my own hands --- Dresden dolls First orgasm
never loved nobody fully
always one foot on the ground
by protectin my heart truly
i got lost ---- Regina Spektor Fidelity
entourée par la foule
qui s'élance et qui danse une folle farandole
...
----Edith Piaf