I am having major issues. The pop song that I can't live without du jour is Nickelback's "Far Away"-- which, incidentally, was sang to me last night by the guy I have issues with.
So:
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore
So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving you anymore
Hold on to me and
never let me go
Also-- Lit's "No Big Thing":
If you just want to be my friend
Why do you keep calling then
It's better that I never see you
Will I ever see you again
It's alright;
My heart isn't broken
It's alright;
I'm feeling no pain
It's alright;
I'm not going crazy
It's alright;
It's no big thing
and
Lit's "Perfect One":
You're the perfect one
And I can't even breathe
I get weak when she's around
I can't speak when she's around
Yea she turns me upside down
Man she's really something else
You're the perfect one
And I don't expect a thing from you at all
You are everything
That I never knew
I've always wanted
You're the perfect one
And I don't expect a thing from you at all
You're the perfect one
And I can't even breathe
I'm an ordinary man
Incidentally, this was playing before the Nickelback song:
all that time she knew if I lied
you can bet she will
she’s taking her time ‘til I thought I would die
and I can’t sit still
and there’s nothing at all
yeah there’s nothing at all
well there’s nothing at all
to make her change her mind
But mostly I've just had Nickelback stuck in my head. And I've been thinking about how romantic it would be if he had really loved me all this time... and how long have I really felt like this about him? And why have I been in denial so long?