my sunburnt shoulders
Allz and I got back from Cape Cod late last night- or early this morning- and I am wicked disappointed. We had such a fantabulous time that I did not want to come back, and now I have to go to work this afternoon, which I've decided is one of the very worst places I could choose to be.
I gave notice on Friday, and I could not be happier about this fact.
However, I am not happy that I am leaving the CT, and UConn, and my Allz, and Starbucks, and well, everyone and everything else. I wish I knew what the right decision was and how to make it. Like, today, my one thing I needed to do before work was tell UConn that I'm not coming back in the fall. And I can't do it. I can't physically bring myself to do it.
Here is what's good about going back:
*I won't be piling up debt
*I'll be close to my fam and most of my friends
*I'll be less stressed all the time
*I'll be tan!!
*I will get to live on campus and actually experience college
*I will not be working at the Gap
Here is what's good about staying here:
*I will be attending UConn, which I enjoy
*I will not be isolated in Alaska, but part of the real world
*I don't have to leave my friends
H/e, if i stay here, I also pay about thirty thousand dollars a year to stay at UConn, I have to get an apartment and a roommate, I have to keep working- although not necessarily at the Gap- and I am far away from my family and friends.
P.S. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, even after I graduate, if ever I do.
I need a fairy godmother.
I gave notice on Friday, and I could not be happier about this fact.
However, I am not happy that I am leaving the CT, and UConn, and my Allz, and Starbucks, and well, everyone and everything else. I wish I knew what the right decision was and how to make it. Like, today, my one thing I needed to do before work was tell UConn that I'm not coming back in the fall. And I can't do it. I can't physically bring myself to do it.
Here is what's good about going back:
*I won't be piling up debt
*I'll be close to my fam and most of my friends
*I'll be less stressed all the time
*I'll be tan!!
*I will get to live on campus and actually experience college
*I will not be working at the Gap
Here is what's good about staying here:
*I will be attending UConn, which I enjoy
*I will not be isolated in Alaska, but part of the real world
*I don't have to leave my friends
H/e, if i stay here, I also pay about thirty thousand dollars a year to stay at UConn, I have to get an apartment and a roommate, I have to keep working- although not necessarily at the Gap- and I am far away from my family and friends.
P.S. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, even after I graduate, if ever I do.
I need a fairy godmother.