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circling thoughts about where I am right now. I give my blood, sweat, free time, etc to people that, for the lack of a better analogy, use me. Yet, those who I care deeply for and repect and would do all that and more for,I ignore.
Karma isn't skipping over me, it's realizing that I am an IDIOT. I've chosen the wrong battles.
But yet...
there is no "but yet". I just a moron. And most likely after I unfuck this up, I will find myself in another drama of sorts.
why must I be the one invited when misery wants company. And am I that gullible, that beguiled to fall for it every time?!?