I'm going to CSU Northridge. It's 5 hours away in the northern LA area. I'm leaving on August 27th... the day after Alex's birthday and 6 days before our 6 months. I'm scared. I'm excited. I'm sad. I'm happy. It's a bitter-sweet thing. I'm going to miss my friends and family a lot. I'm going to miss my home. I'm going to miss Mr. Grantham. I'm going to miss my school and the crazy shit that goes on there. It's not so bad when you think about the other possabilities... like never going there again.
I'm going to be living in the Lighthouse LLC... the deaf dorms. It's pretty awesome, but I don't think my current roommates are deaf... I don't know why they wanted to be in the deaf community. I haven't really asked. I suppose I should. There's still an open spot in my room. I have no idea if I'm getting another roommate or not, so for now it's just the 3 of us. We may be the only all-hearing-people room in the entire dorm. I honestly have no idea.
I made a monkey to make me feel better.
Isn't it fun? You can pick it up and throw it, but it doesn't fall. LoL
I feel alone. I don't know what to expect. I guess I should just expect the un-expected. It should be exciting... but I'm leaving so much behind and I have no idea if what I'm losing is worth what i'm gaining. I guess I'll let you know when I figure it out.
<3 Christy