if i build you a city, would you let me? would you tear it down??
Life doesn't really suck right now...but it sure isn't much fun. I have all A's and B's in my classes, which I am very excited about...but struggling to keep. In addition to that I have a lot of other requirements that I need to meet before the end of the semester, I am working the maximum 40 hours a pay period and still unable to pay my bills. I've discovered feelings for a boy. he reminds me of my dad (which is the best compliment any guy could get from me) but i'm sad to know it won't work out, simply because I am so dumb...and he knows it. The worst part is, I struggle to be myself around him...and I know he'd like the real person that I am. And I can't seem to find enough time in the day to clean my room, apartment and bathroom...which really just adds stress to life.
I think I am in the shut-down mode...where regardless of how much I try to get stuff done I stress more and then lose all functioning ability. This happened very frequently last semester.
I think I am in the shut-down mode...where regardless of how much I try to get stuff done I stress more and then lose all functioning ability. This happened very frequently last semester.