getting over obstacles
Today i learnt that sometimes, the biggest obstacle might just be yourself. (or maybe just e inner voice).
the voice of uncertainty, cowardice and fear.
Three voices that can cripple the will and distort your perception.
Today i broke down one wall.. i finally proved to myself that i can do it alone -drive that is.
Wow. so scared.. but it really isn't that bad after all. it took one-and-a-half years. crazy i know but it's history now.
Maybe i didn't fool e tester .. i just needed more time to wake up to myself..
Maybe i didn't fool the ballet examiner.. i just need more time to practise and realise i do have the strength and balance
Maybe i didn't fool the school.. i just need more coaching to realise what i can write.
Perhaps i finally need to start believing that i Can.. and it might just be true that 'the sky's the limit'.
(haha. maybe after i graduate i join e air force.. [subconsciously blabbering their taglines already (?!?)] )
Believe That i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13
Special thanks goes to dad for providing the opportunity by whipping out e keys and trusting that i could, even when i thought i was just joking!
Nothing's ever a joke if you really take things seriously i guess. i think i've been joking too much all my life.. shall stop being a joker =p
the voice of uncertainty, cowardice and fear.
Three voices that can cripple the will and distort your perception.
Today i broke down one wall.. i finally proved to myself that i can do it alone -drive that is.
Wow. so scared.. but it really isn't that bad after all. it took one-and-a-half years. crazy i know but it's history now.
Maybe i didn't fool e tester .. i just needed more time to wake up to myself..
Maybe i didn't fool the ballet examiner.. i just need more time to practise and realise i do have the strength and balance
Maybe i didn't fool the school.. i just need more coaching to realise what i can write.
Perhaps i finally need to start believing that i Can.. and it might just be true that 'the sky's the limit'.
(haha. maybe after i graduate i join e air force.. [subconsciously blabbering their taglines already (?!?)] )
Believe That i can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13
Special thanks goes to dad for providing the opportunity by whipping out e keys and trusting that i could, even when i thought i was just joking!
Nothing's ever a joke if you really take things seriously i guess. i think i've been joking too much all my life.. shall stop being a joker =p