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well this year started off fucked up adn has been going down hill ever since. . i dont feel the same bout shit. . at all . . its like sumone took all the happeness away from me. . work is just a drag now. .i need a better job. . . i know i have to start skewl but what can i do . . all the people in my life im pushing away . . i just need room from everyone and everything. . my day concist of shower work food work shower (go for a drive, smoking a bowl, or drink) then sleep . . and thats it 7 days a week 24 hours a day . .lets just say it fuckin sucks ass. .im sooo fuckin burnt out its not even funny . i love my job but i wish i would get more money . . thats the only problem im having. . family wise kinda gettin better but its probably as good as its ganna get. .everyone else well im trying to work more hours to forget about shit. . . they say nothing last for every and u know what there fuckin right.. NOTHIN last. . . i wish i could change so much shit that i fucked up on but i guess tahts what happens. . u cant get everything right. . u have to slip up sum time. . or in my care slip all the time. . whats been done is done ..
im finaly ganna fix my gutiar back to playing. .=) should be fun .. another thing to less'en my sleep . . lol who needs sleep anyways u just end up thinkin bout shit right b4 u pass out. .
im finaly ganna fix my gutiar back to playing. .=) should be fun .. another thing to less'en my sleep . . lol who needs sleep anyways u just end up thinkin bout shit right b4 u pass out. .