Life is to short...and so not fair
today i found out that Will my biggest brothers best friend died on thursday. he was like a big brother to me. like hes been my brothers best friend since they where four years old. 20 years is a long time. like i dont understand why he had all that cancer..its not fair. but atleast hes not hurting anymore. i had a feeling it was coming. i could tell by how he looked. one week he had all his hair and was getting his color back and he was making jokes.. then a few weeks later he was pale white and had gained lots of wieght and lost most of his hair. i dont understand why they couldnt get out all the f-cking cancer or why they coulndt find him a new kidney...atleast hes not hurting anymore.. but his funeral is tomorrow. its sad. but besides that i really just want to see or talk to herman he always makes things better...