Mar 08, 2007 14:17
Ugh. I hate some people. I seriously do. I shouldn't, But I do. I hate when people take the subject of bullying so lightly. 'People take bullying too seriously...[they shouldn't] use the word bullying so lightly'. In my simple uninformed opinion, when you are the cause of making someone feel really bad about themselves, so bad as to be motivated to actually do something about it, then yes, it's a problem. This guy I know, just because he's a musician with a little gaggle of inarticulate minions, he thinks he can say anything about anyone, when he knows they can hear/read it, and then put up his hands and say he's faultless when someone accuses him of bullying them. Not only does he say he's faultless, he turns around and tries to pin it on them, saying they are bullies for calling him a bully. I do not understand the modern age. People seem to be getting thicker by the day, and though we're supposedly a more open age, all that seems to mean [in my experience] is that people can make jokes about minorities, laugh, completely mean what they're saying, and then follow it by 'amirite? amirite?', when anyone who has the balls to say anything to them on the contrary is accused of needing to be 'spoonfed'. Stupid Motherfucking Cunt.
I'm in a bad mood now, because of that, but I was really rather dapper before hand. Everything seems to be going ok. I know my parents think there's something wrong with me (how observant of them, it only took 4 years to notice). I haven't been feeling the best, (physically, emotionally, in general), and when I don't feel good, I don't really do anything except get up, go to uni, come home and go straight to bed. So they've been talking amongst themselves and decided I'm not eating or something, and now they keep trying to subtly monitor me. And ... I don't know, it's just one of those weeks where it's harder to motivate myself to just get out and about and do things. I keep turning down uni nights out, because I'm just tired and I honestly don't feel like it, and then you kind of slip away from those people...I suppose I'm okay really. I'm just in a bit of a slump. It's definitly nothing to worry about, I think it will probably just motivate me in the end. This lack of motivation..er..
In other news, I'm madly attracted to Bobby Gillespe (spelling?). I don't like it. It makes me feel funny. Please make him glue his hair back on so I can go back to worshiping him in a strictly non-visually aesthetic way, thank you very much. And yes I love Primal Scream. People always get on to be about that. Why do people hate Primal Scream anyway? I never got that. It's like Smashing Pumpkins, I never got why people hated them either...mystery of mysteries.
I'm going to go now, I have Critical Theory in half and hour, and despite appearences I don't actually like being self-indulgent.