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This "on-off" hopping here is getting seriously ridiculous :D Especially it looks like pretty much everyone else has moved to tumblr or something (still not in speaking terms with that thing).
Anyway.
Couple of days ago, I was doing some schoolwork and decided to browse through youtube. Somehow I ended up watching 2012 Elisabeth Gala. Not so long story short, I was happily listening to it and working, sometimes feeling little tugging at my heart. Until it was Osa's turn as der Tod.
And holy cow.
I just..I couldn't do anything. Just listen and watch.
I had goosebumps all over, felt a lump in my throat and my eyes getting watery.
And I realised just how much I had been missing *this*
Just like almost exactly six years ago, Osa pulled me in, this time back.
I don't know why I dropped out and despite trying really hasn't been able to dive back in. Probably because I had things going in my life, different things at different times. Because I felt like my ability to write even remotely coherent English had disappeared. And I've had serious case of writers block going for five years.
And probably because I had, in a sense still had hard time accepting Kiriyan, Marimo and Mana-kun's retirements. Umm, yeah ^^;; But I think that now I can stop acting like big baby.
Yesterday ,morning I purchased first 'zuka dvd since...I don't know, 2010? And no, it wasn't anything I was thinking about purchasing ^^;;
And I noticed that they published New Generations III couple of years ago (Gussan <3 <3). I guess that means to keep up with "tradition", I have to do some calculations once I have break from school work
Aand, if someone could seriously give me some tips about etiquette on Tumblr, I'm so lost there ^^;; I go by name kireinokaze there
Anyway.
Couple of days ago, I was doing some schoolwork and decided to browse through youtube. Somehow I ended up watching 2012 Elisabeth Gala. Not so long story short, I was happily listening to it and working, sometimes feeling little tugging at my heart. Until it was Osa's turn as der Tod.
And holy cow.
I just..I couldn't do anything. Just listen and watch.
I had goosebumps all over, felt a lump in my throat and my eyes getting watery.
And I realised just how much I had been missing *this*
Just like almost exactly six years ago, Osa pulled me in, this time back.
I don't know why I dropped out and despite trying really hasn't been able to dive back in. Probably because I had things going in my life, different things at different times. Because I felt like my ability to write even remotely coherent English had disappeared. And I've had serious case of writers block going for five years.
And probably because I had, in a sense still had hard time accepting Kiriyan, Marimo and Mana-kun's retirements. Umm, yeah ^^;; But I think that now I can stop acting like big baby.
Yesterday ,morning I purchased first 'zuka dvd since...I don't know, 2010? And no, it wasn't anything I was thinking about purchasing ^^;;
And I noticed that they published New Generations III couple of years ago (Gussan <3 <3). I guess that means to keep up with "tradition", I have to do some calculations once I have break from school work
Aand, if someone could seriously give me some tips about etiquette on Tumblr, I'm so lost there ^^;; I go by name kireinokaze there